Letter To My Favorite Person

Dear SweetOne,

Wow I don’t know what to say!
Leaving me speechless.
You thinking about me everyday just gave me confidence.
I’m ready to be exposed to your world
since you are my girl.
Unlike a ven diagram,
know one can compare
to what we share.
Together we will takes chances like we are playing double dare,
but I will keep you safe
like a pistol in a safe.
I can express my love to you in so many ways.
In my heart
you take up 3 quarters.
Your spirit is
fresh like water
without the piranhas.
Our spirits flow together
like a river
and our future destination
gets much clearer.
Clear like a glass
of water.
When your heart
cries heavy precipation,
I’m the pot that
receives your precipitation.
When your heart was
a roof that was leaking,
I save the water tears
and mix it with fire
so the water can start boiling.
I am making you herbal tea
and I want you to start drinking
to show you my love
is sweet like the scent
of peppermint
which deflects all men
that act like snakes and
the rodents
that are addicted to cheese
leaving you in toliet
constipated.
Stuck in pain
and it’s ashame
but I am here
to get rid of the shit
that’s been bothering you
and providing water to you
so you can eliminate constipation
and avoid dehydration.
It’s still raining so let me migrate
your heart
to somewhere warm and safe.
Surround your heart with an air mass
that’s marine tropical
and I am a trade wind
that will blow your mind
all year and all the time.
I want to make you mine.
Heart split in half with a line
that’s big as the equator.
I am here to bring both pieces
back to together
becuase I will lead you
to our heavenly father.
Combine the northen hemisphere
of your heart
and the southern hemipshere
of your heart
Do you see what I’m trying to
do with your heart?
I’m trying to combined
the broken pieces and fix it
to restore your world.

What, for you, is the difference between “like” and “love?”

Emotions,
So confusing
The way of expression
and communication
between men
and women.
I wonder if
I am just happy
or is when you’re not around
being lonely
is unbearing?
Do I get that warm,flutter feeling?
Or is it more than feelings?
Is my feelings tender
or are they much stronger?
Am I just comfortable
when you keep me
company,
or are you
another person
attached to my body
and I refuse to detach
you from me?
Feelings and liking somebody
comes and go.
Loving somebody grows
deep within your soul
and to stopping
Loving somebody is
trying so hard not
to commit suicide.
To stop liking somebody
is just an ordinary homicide.
But is it simple to
distinguish the two?
Have you ever been
caught in the middle?
Would you say this
situation is difficult?
In deep thought
like trying to solve complex
riddles
emotions playing games with
you
and hide and seek is its
favorite game.
The energy drains
you mentally and physically
searching
But the answer is no where
to be found.
Imagine playing hide and seek
at grand central park
and it’s only
half hour away
until after dark
before park closes.
Trying so hard to stay focus
searching for your soul mate
who is the answer to your riddle.
Now if this person loves you,
she hide but remain close distance
within you
making the hiding spot obvious,
or she escape the park from a different exit
on the other side
and the answer to the riddle
you’ll never find
Or she’ll wait 29 minutes
making you nervous
and appear out of no where
and ask you
“Where you scared?”
Now you wonder is this more than
you can bare?
Do you see how love scares?
because finding her solves the riddle
but your worn out
and now you question this riddle?
Is is worth solving something difficult
or is it better to just play tag
in the school yard and keep it simple?

Fall In Love Or Die Trying

Broken for the words I spoken.
Poisoned like a mushroom,
my earth fell in a tomb
and how do I heal wounds?
I spoke to soon
without thinking.
Grew up surrounded
by everybody constantly
criticizing.
Deep feelings hang
in my mind like a closet.
Deep feelings hang
in my mind like monkey bars.
Just left scared hanging
and constantly bruising
for not putting alcohol
on my scars.
Always thought I was being
manly for not wearing a scarf
when life became cold.
I caught an infection
that needs healing.
Irritation burning my patience
and drunk off of my hallucinations
Despite my aggravation
I still searched for confidence
by providing space
to rebuild earth
to see that enchanting smile
on a irresistible face
even though I wasn’t in shape.
Like rocky I needed to train my brain
I just need a track and a engine
to operate.
My mind is underground
in which people choose to underrate
by dick riding popularity
like fans do to mainstream rappers.
Climbing the ladder is harder
than sliding down the slide.
This is why I’m shy.
Unexpected rodent bite
in my sleep
have me fearing the bed
and dreaming.
Thought life was clean
like a Will Smith CD
but the disc has deep scratches
and can’t disappear.
Life is not magic.
Wipe the dirt of their shoulder
toward your sneakers.
Carrying someone Else’s luggage
and yet I struggle with my own.
So hurt so I started to smoke,
even thought about sniffing coke.
Was defeat my density?
Was contemplating self harm
while staring at the empty glass
of Hennessy.
Ignoring my instincts
for earth
made things worst.
Holding on hurts more
than letting go
It deteriorates the soul.
Can no longer hold
your composure
as you land your fist
on the large boulder
or dislocate your shoulders
just to receive Earth’s attention
but earth deflected you for
another planet.
So I will commit suicide
to demonstrate how
to fall in love or
die trying.

This is just a poem that’s over exaggerated. Not meant to be take seriously

A Special Lady

I just want to let you know that the year is almost over. Originally I was planning to take a break from blogging in February but I think December 31st, will be my last post until the middle of May. I love blogging so much, this is the only time where I find peace in my life. The only time where I’m stress free. I won’t get into details but I will talk more about this in May. I love blogging but blogging can be a distraction and I have to get my priorities straight first. I have a lot things in my personal life to take care of. After today, I will upload 2 more post tomorrow and a special post on December 31st and I will take my break. This post and the next 2 post I will upload are special and I wanted to share something with you that is special before I take my break

 

I choose to lead
and move with peace
like a land breeze
coming from the blue sea.
Just like the sea
I think deep
I act sweet
like Lipton tea
and never have
and never will cause grief.
I chase you
like a wolf that
chase sheep.
When I sleep
your face
gives me a perfect dream
to be brave
like Martin Luther king.
For every defeat
I will try twice as
hard to seek victory.
Combined your territory
with my territory.
I write and speak seductively
and luckily or should I say hopefully
if you choose me
I will help you sleep in peace
Others choose to behave ineffectively
I act more appropriately
treating you like a lady
Nobody can treat you like me
I can be your summer breeze, 
a light wind moving
45 degrees
traveling north east.
Light your night up
like time square in
New York City.
I’m the healthiest fruit
on the apple tree
You won’t regret  picking me
and I can make you proud
like God was
when it came to Able’s offering.
I’m the flowers and leaves
during the spring.
I’m at my peak
and I’m here to feed
your mind intellectually
and last but not least
I will service your needs sexually
and cunnlings is my speciality.
I can blindfold you
While I perform cunnlinings
on you
and place you on top
of the washer machine.
Provide you with thick meat,
that barbecue meat
to restore you health
and give you protein.
Rather the first date,
3 months or after our wedding
practice  intercourse safely
Also will protect and provide you
with a lifestyle that’s
so gorgeously
like the promise land
flowing with milk and honey.
I’m just a bear that’s wants honey
Your the hive
I’m the bee
that stings
disater and misery
that approaches our territory.
Displince is in my genes
Honor is hereditary in
my family.
A relationship is short-term
to the average male that’s ordinary
The intimacy of marrige
is the wonderful journey
and that’s the direction I’m heading
and each day I will write in my journal
describing the interaction between
me and you.
I will overcome the temptation of every pretty lady
because know one can compete with
you spiritually.
I will open up to you emotionally.
Communication before sex is my dictionary
Silence is not part of my vocubalry.
We will interact socially and keep our
busniess privately
away from social media
avoiding the jealous divas.
Words can’t express to you
that I am a keeper.
So I will give you this poem
much much later
3 years into the future
When I propose to you
to show you I think ahead of time
like a criminal committing a crime
and dodging cops  from doing time.
You are a life sentence I will
accept.
I’m the period and your the sentence
I’m here  to complete you.
I can’t live without you
I wrote this 2 years ago
and I chose  today to read this poem to you
for one reason
I  just asked your dad for permission
and I will ask you this question this
second
Will you marry me?

 

I Will Never Forget My 25th Birthday (Part 1)

I just want to let you know that  tomorrow at 6AM, I will be uploading a Christmas poem so make sure to check that out. On Monday December 3, I will upload the answers to the riddle I posted yesterday Who Can Solve This Riddle? and it’s an interesting riddle. For those you that watched Nickelodeon as kid, you might be able to solve my riddle.  I just want to thank all of my followers and God bless you all.  Before reading my story, I will advise for the ones that don’t know me to read Who Am I? to understand what type of person that  I am and I think that will help you make sense of this story. If you have any questions about the story below please comment below

 

 

I will never forget my 25th birthday. 2014 – 2015 I was going through depression. In October 2014, was the first time I got my feelings hurt and went through serve depression and it was over a girl I use to date. But I might as well start from the beginning and this is a long blog just to give you a warning.
Now in October 2014, that was the year that I had lost my great grandmother and also the year that I have lost the love of my love. Now I will admit, it was mostly my fault in which why things ended between us but I had good reasons into which why I broke up with her. 1) because I didn’t want to get her pregnant and 2) I felt like like she wasn’t really into to me like she said she was. So anyway to continue, we broke up but remained friends. While we remained friends, I still had strong feelings for and deep down wanted to be with her but still was satisfied with being friends with her. Throughout the friendship from December 2014 until July 2015, I received nothing but mixed signals from this girl. At first I feel like she wanted to be with me, but then on other days I felt like she wanted nothing to do with me. I am going to talk about all the bullshit I went through for 7 months.
In December 2014 me and my ex was texting. Now my dad told me that he was going away for 3 weeks. So I told my ex, I am happy because I will have the house to myself for 3 weeks. Her exact words were “Nice and you better invite me over to your house”.
I responded “lol nah you can’t”. She responded “Why not lol?” Now at the time I was naive and I thought alright maybe she does wanna come over. So fast forward 2 weeks later on New Years Eve I texted her ” Since you off tomorrow do wanna come over?
She said ” What time?”
I said “At 2, but it don’t matter what time.”
She said “She said well if it don’t matter the time, then I will let you know.” Now in the back off my mind I felt like she didn’t wanna come over because if she really did then she just would of said yes. Next day comes by and I didn’t hear from her. I wished her Happy New Year and she wished me Happy New Year and she never even mentioned come over to my place or anything. So I assumed she was hoping that I didn’t bring it up or hoping I forgot about inviting her over. Even though in the back of my mind I knew she was avoiding coming over to my house, I didn’t make it a big deal though,I let it slide becuase I figured maybe it wasn’t best that we have sex anyway since we just friends.
Fast forward to February 2015, so me and my ex were still friends texting on a regular basis. I wanted to hang out with her before school started in March. So  we were on the phone talking and it was a Sunday. Over the phone, I asked her “Since I’m going back to school soon and I’m gonna be really busy do you wanna hang out this Friday ?” She was hesitant and said “I’ll let you know” So now in my head I’m like wtf like it’s either yes or no you know if you free on Friday or not. So we texted throughout out the week. Now Friday comes and for second I thought about asking her again if she was free for Friday, but then I’m like nah, she said she would let me know so the ball is in her court. So we texted throughout Friday and she never mentioned or got back to me about hanging out for Friday. So now I got a little irritated. So what I did was I purposely waited until two days to bring up the issue. You see, what she was doing was she she says”I’ll let you know” because she really don’t have interest in hanging out with me but she don’t wanna be straight forward she rather string me along. So I decided wait two days because I knew she was hoping I would forget. So two days later which is a Sunday I texted her “You never got back to me about hanging out on Friday” She says ” I was waiting for you to mentioned it” So I said “When I asked you to hang out and you said you let me know” She said”Oh I did, oh I’m so sorry it’s just that I’ve been stressed out this” basically she was giving me bullshit excuses.
Now let’s fast forward to April 2015. I was texting her and I was a little tipsy. She knew I was tipsy so she ask  me do I still have feelings for her. Now I honestly don’t remember what my response to that question was because this happened like three years ago, but one thing that did cross my mind was the fact that as soon as I told her that I was tipsy then she wanna know if I had still had feelings for her. It’s funny because when you tipsy or drunk that’s when the truth comes out. She thought she was slick lol. But anyway this was when the fast and the furious 7 movie came out and I told to her that I plan on seeing fast and the furious movie and your invited if you want to see it. So basically I was leaving it up to her because I was going to see the movie regardless. So she said that she wanted to see it. So I said to her well alright just remind me on Saturday so I won’t forget. I purposely said that to leave the ball in her court because I’m not really trying to chase after nobody too hard. On Saturday surprisingly she texted me ” So we still going to see this movie right?” and I said “yeah “I will pick you up at work.” So I picked her up at work and we go see this movie. The mood was alright for the most part. So after the movie we walking towards my car and I tried to kiss her but she wasn’t feeling the mood. I kissed her for about 5 seconds. I tried to get closer but she stop me, went in the car and closed the door on me. You have no idea how that felt. Like we texted everyday, I was going to church with her family on a regular basis, I would  pick her up from work, and a  week prior she asked me if I still had feelings for her and this is what I get in return. I got pretty pissed off. So on the ride back home it was quiet in the car. I dropped her off home and I was tight. I came to the realization that maybe I should just move on because at this point I felt like there was another guy she was messing with.

I will stop it right here because this is a long story. I know this is confusing and hard to follow and this may seem unorganized but this happened a while ago and I’m trying to remember everything that happened. In case you guys are wondering why I was angry and confused is because throughout the months when my ex and I broke up,  did try to get back with her back in November 2014, but she told me that she needed a break and time to heal because she been heart broken before and I understood that but we agreed that we will remain friends. But as the months went by, I started to think to myself like if she needed time to heal then why are we friends? Either we should just be together or just go our separate ways. I now know that when you  need time to heal from a broken heart you should not remain contact with your ex. For those of you reading this, if you think this is bad, it gets much worst but I will upload the rest of the story next Friday. If any of you are annoyed or pissed off with what was said in this story, I highly recommend you not to read part 2 because it get worst. That’s all I’m gonna say. Part 2 will take place from April 2015 until July 2015 which will lead to my 25th birthday.

How To Please the Ladies

I just want to let you know that on Tuesday I will be uploading my next blog “A challenge in your marriage ” which will talk about a clever way to strengthen your marriage but it will not be easy. Make sure you check that out. I will be posting Tuesday at midnight. I want to thank all my followers that support and take interest my blogs and God bless you all. I hope you enjoy reading this blog. Have a wonderful day ☺!

For every man that have a lady

I know you love her
but are you getting bored lately?
Listen to me,
take her out on date
and spray her favorite cologne
on your face.
Go to a classy restaurant
have her  wear a dress
and tell her you admire her shape.
Wear a suit
with some alligator shoes.
Open the car door
and make sure she has leg room.
In the car
tell her you love
the smell of her perfume.
When going inside
the restaurant
open the door for her
and let  her in first.
While waiting to be seated
converse with her
and laugh with her.
Once you are seated
and situated
make sure to be
a gentleman.
Never use your hands
that’s what the knife and fork
is for.
Eat with style
while you flirt with her.
Order some wine
and make a toast to her.
To many more years
and tell her you love her.
You now pay the check
getting ready to leave
and it’s  raining.
She don’t have an
umbrella.
Have her stay in the restaurant
and pull the car to the front
of the restaurant.
Open the car door,
let her in
and let her
listen to whatever she wants.
So finally you made it home
and open her car door
and hold her hand while
leading her to your home.
A quiet night and you two are alone.
Turn on the stero
and play a R &B song.
Ask her if she enjoyed the dinner
and when she speaks,
listen to her.
Then ask her another type
of question.
It can be any type of
question as long as
it’s appropriate
and just think for
a minute
so you can dwell on
how happy and harmonious
the relationship.
Now as she is talking,
cut her off
by going in for a kiss.
Catching her off guard
and being romantic
at close distance,
the women love this.
Slightly touch and caress
but start from the hips.
While doing that
kiss her neck
and just embrace
the sound of her moans
while still listening
to R&B songs.
Tell her that you
love her and tonight you will
open up to her.
Show her that you are a freak
and don’t be afraid to take the lead.
Man up and
rub  and her feet,
but only for a little while.
I’m a tell you a little secret
she been wet for miles
since the resturant.
Give her everything she wants.
She been telling you
all along she want to use
a blindfold.
So out of your
back pocket
pull out the blindfold
and cover her eyes.
Get the rope
from the basement
and tie her hands.
Now slightly and gently
take off her pants,
but do it slightly.
Don’t do it fast,
don’t act like a rookie.
Take her panties off
and finger the cookie.
Use two fingers and
finger her deeply
like a ‘come here motion’
to stimulate the g spot.
She is begging you
not to
stop.
Now ask her
“Are you ready for me
to eat the box?”
She says oh yes please
do me now!
So now guess what you do now?
You tell her to hold on
you going to get the
whoop cream.
She says  hurry please.
But forget all that,
leave her like that
to suffer
Go to your room and go on Xbox live
and play NBA 2k live
and leave her there for hours.
Then text that you love her
and happy anniversary.
This right here  my friends
is how you please the ladies
Tease them
until you don’t need them.

Please comment below and tell me how you would love

to have a anniversary date like this ☺☺ with your significant other. I challenge all the men to try this

A Story About A Couple On Their 5th Date Part 2

I just want to let my followers and others know, that on Monday I will be uploading a poem “How To Please The Ladies”. This poem will demonstrate step by step on how to plan the perfect date for your lady. Be on the look out for that on Monday, November 20th. I just want to thank all my new followers  that followed me  within the last 3 days I want to thank my followers that have been following me since day 1. I wrote this story for you to read and enjoy. I hope you enjoy reading this and I wish everybody a wonderful day.

 

For those of you that haven’t read part 1, please do so. A Story About A Couple On Their 5th Date  , I just added the link please click and read because it was a funny story with a funny twist at the end and part 2 won’t make any sense if you didn’t read part 1. Please read part 1 first.

The following characters in this poem/story/play

NARRATOR: Story Teller

DAVID: 27 year old man, shy but sometimes have slick comments, a gentleman but known to say stupid things from time to time.

STEPHANIE: 25 year old, lovely lady, sweet like a teddy bear, flirtatious, confident, but known to get moody, says what she means.

 

 

Now the story begins

 

SETTING: David’s room

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NARRATOR:  This picked off where part 1 ended and the setting takes at David’s room and things aren’t looking so good for David. Let’s see if this fool could somehow manage to try and get back on Stephanie’s good side or should I say naughty side.

David: You heard what daddy said, assume the position and bend over and take this ….

Narrator: Stephanie slapped the shit out of David!

Stephanie: What the fuck is wrong with you?
The night was perfect. You got me fucked if you think you deserve this  (Stephanie pointed at her p*ssy)

David: Hey, what the the hell, why you slap me for?

Stephanie: It’s bad enough you talking to me like some type of hoe and you got the nerve to brag about your dick being small?
(Stephanie put her panties on and began to put on the rest of her clothes)
I don’t know what’s going on in your world, but in Stephanie’s world, being stupid will get you dismissed.
So goodbye David, enjoy the rest of your night masturbating your small dick

Narrator: Stephanie heads down the stairs all pissed off and David is just stood there speechless in deep thought.
He was thinking of a way to set the mood right.
He didn’t know what to say but he knew  he had to put up a fight or else Stephanie was going to walk out of his life. Truth is, David is in love with Stephanie.
Let’s see what David can do to convince Stephanie to not leave.

SETTING: Outside the front stoop

David: Wait Stephanie,  Stephanie!

Narrator: As Stephanie walks out the front door,  David grabs her by the arm.

Stephanie: Get off me, let go off my fucking arm!
David: Stephanie please just give me a second to explain, I mean no harm .
STEPHANIE: I have gave you  chances, 3 as of matter of fact and you struck out 3 times.
N*gga bye!

DAVID: Wait Stephanie just give me three minutes so I can explain what I said and why!

NARRATOR: Stephanie rolled her eyes and crosses her arms looking all stern

DAVID: Look I get it, what I said was lame
but being lame was not part of the
game.
Now I am here in shame
but I just want to be
on the hall of fame
so let me explain.
No matter what shape or
or size you are, you should
feel confident in your skin
You still feel like a beautiful
woman , no matter what.
Size is appealing, but yet can be
deceiving.
It’s not how much you got
it’s being grateful for what you got
and knowing how to use what you got.
America fought a  two front war.
They had to fight two enemies,
but yet still took victory
because their weapons were nuclear
and they knew when and were to
use it.
The beat of a song is attractive,
but what makes the music beauitful
are the lyrcis
I know I sound delirious,
but I do have a good intentions.
Unlike those other n*ggas,
I am serious and ,
I do  want commitment.
I don’t spoil you with bullshit
compliments.
My plan is to show you that
I am a man that’s completely honest
Your very attractive,
and your personality is drop dead-
gorgeous
Our chemistry is happy and harmonious
like a church choir.
I’m not liar, so your physical appearance,
well your beautiful, that’s appearant.
Your personality is flawless,
the bad girl type but appear
so innocent.
Smile is so beautiful wanna thank
your dentist.
I like you for who you are
not for what you got.
So try looking at me the
same way I look at you.
Don’t focus on the size
of my cock,
but it’s on me as well
to not bring it up.
Maybe sex is too early
on the 5th date,
so why don’t we wait
and take Steve Harvey’s advice,
so what do you say?

NARRATOR: Stephanie is just beyond speechless, confused beyond the limit. She just  went with what  her emotions told her and kissed David aggressively for a couple of seconds but then realized that she had to go.

STEPHANIE: I got to go David, I just gotta go!

DAVID: Wait Stephanie, Stephanie!

NARRATOR: Stephanie hops in the car and drives away. David just looks with a calm, steady  gaze. He heads back in the house and lay on the living room couch.
He was starting to feel sleepy. Just when he was about to fall asleep, he received a call from Stephanie and he answers

DAVID: Yeah wassup?

STEPHANIE: Yeah think I left my earrings can you check….. wait hold up

NARRATOR:  Stephanie puts the phone down for a moment. She saw the cops driving by and she didn’t want to get a ticket.  Few seconds later she goes back on the phone

STEPHANIE: Sorry about that David, the cops were around me,but yeah can you check your room please for my earrings?

DAVID: Yeah, they right here!

STEPHANIE: Alright I’m coming back to get them.
I text you when I’m in front of your house. Be there in like 2 min.

DAVID: Alright I’ll be waiting.

Side Note: I have two different ways to end part 2. I couldn’t choose so I wrote both endings

 This is ending number 1

NARRATOR: About 1 minute later somebody knocks on the door.
David assumed it was Stephanie  when he opened door but it wasn’t Stephanie at the door.
As soon as David opens the door, he get knocked out and  pistol whipped.

   This was ending number 1

 

This is ending number 2

NARRATOR: About one minute later David heard someone knocking  hard on the  door.
David assumed it was Stephanie when he opened the door but it wasn’t  Stephanie. It was the police. David looks  so confused right now

DAVID: Hi, can I help you?

POLICE: David, you are under arrest for the crime of rape of Lauren Brown.
(Officer place handcuffs on David)
You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be provided for you. Do you understand the rights I have just read to you?

DAVID: Officer there must be a mistake. I don’t know any Lauren!

POLICE: Tell it to the judge

 

 

 

Please comment below and tell me which ending do you like better.  Part 3 will be a prequel to part 1. Part 3 will make sense of everything and there will be a background story in part 3. Part 3 won’t be uploaded until sometime in January

 

I Love All Women (but this is for the black women)

As a black man

I love me
a black woman.
Dark chocolate
or caramel
I could tell
most of you
been under appreciated.
I’m here to make
you feel appreciated.
In my world
take the lead
become dominant.
Gain your
independence
and picture my
black penis
as your
Declaration
Of Independence.
Don’t care
what other  men
say
you u are not a bitch.
I just wanna massage
your hips
as I kiss your lips.
Then I come
behind you  still
holding your hips as
I read you this

“Your body is a
work of art.
Look in the mirror
and never be afraid
of you who are.
Of all races
Black women
have it the hardest
but your problems
will be acknowledged
All you need is
a man to listen
and I am here to
listen.
Communication
is important.
So tell me your passion
Tell me favorite poem,
R &B song, or hair products.
Let’s travel the world.
Ignore the jealousy from
other girls.
I am here to protect you.
I want to learn from
you.
Teach me how
to cook your favorite food.
Tell me your favorite type
of wine
So I can surprise you from time
to time.
Send flowers to your job
for no reason
from time to time.
Take you to buy your
favorite ice cream
from time to time.
When you come from
work I will rub your
feet from time to time.
We can just  shower
together without
having sex from
time to time.
I will buy you choclate
and treat you like
as if your my
Valentine’s from time
to time.
I will love you all
the time.
I will protect you all
the time.
I have use the word bitch
before but never have
I called a woman or referred
to my girlfriendf or any other girl
in the past as my bitch.
Any man that ever disrespect
you and call you a bitch
I promise I will find him
and put him in a grave.
Do whatever it takes
to keep you safe.
Know your worth
and know your place.”

After you read this
my plan is to have you
blushing from
ear to ear.
To show that I care.
Instead of telling
I love your fat ass
I stare at you face
and tell you
your gorgeous.
Instead of roughly grabbing
your breast
I gently pull your
shirt over your head
and undo your  bra
as I kiss your neck.
Then I pick you up
by your nice shaped ass
and take you to bed.
We lay on the bed
with you on top of me
We engage in foreplay
all evening.
Eventually our clothes are off
but I get out the bed
to turn the music on.
“He loves me”
By Jill Scott.
Then I make sure
the doors and windows
are locked.
You are completely
turned on as you climb
on top
and you ride me slowly
staying on beat with
the song.
Every sex session
don’t have to feel like
it’s porn.
Don’t get me wrong
We love rough sex
but in the bedroom
I can show you
more.
Eventually u get
up open the dresser
and get the blindfold
to show me who’s in control.
You put the blindfold
on me and you
began to go down
on me.
You suck me and jerk
me off slow.
That move of yours was bold.
I’m a silent lover
but you had me
screaming.
Not long after, I started
cumming and to
my surprise you are
swallowing.
To myself
I say this is the best feeling.
I didn’t expect you to
do this because this
was about you.
You said I know but
I just love you and today I
was in the mood to please you.

So there a lesson behind this poem. When you treat black  women with respect (any women for that matter) you will receive more than you ask for.
Women just want love and attention from her bf/husband. If you demonstrate loyalty, communicate and listen to her, she will go above and beyond for you. Always protect your woman. We men are only human too and we have needs too, but as long as you show effort
and she see’ s that your trying she too will go above and beyond to satisfy your needs too.
Most women are picky so if she picked you to be her boyfriend you are truly blessed.
We men only put in effort until we get the pussy, then we switch up and stop putting in effort to make her happy. Sex is the ultimate goal but once you achieve your goal, brag and show off the goal you achieved to your family and close friends but only close friends and family. No need to brag on social media. Just like a trophy you keep it in a safe place and protected, do thesame with your woman. I will say this, if you start to treat her like shit and ignore most of her needs and no longer put in effort, another man will take your place. They will give you hints and chances for you to start putting in  effort but alot of men will still take her for granted. A woman can only give you so many chances. Once your chances are up, another man will take your place.
Either she will leave you or start cheating. Now cheating is a poor decision and I never will accept that but if you would put in more effort and took advantage of the hints you were giving then maybe you wouldn’t of lost her to began and most likely she wouldn’t of started cheating
But cheating is still wrong regardless.

This poem is for the good black women that are independent and want a man to love them for who they are.
This is for the black women in their late twenties or early thirties who want to some day be married and have children.
Not for the women just looking for a man with money
Or a new man to get over her no good ex
Or just think that pussy is enough to keep a man around and expect a man to do all the work.
This is for the good women that been heartbroken in the past.
To all the black women, there are good black men in this world that would do all things I have mentioned in the poem.
But just be patient and  try to understand us men as well.
In society good men are under appreciated
I know a man with money, power and popularity is attractive but a lot of times those men are a curse instead of a blessing.
Now I’m not saying to go after the desperate men with no self confidence at all.
You know the type of guy that leaves you a thousand messages and  scared to take control lol(even though it’s usually not there fault that these type men are like that)
but just be more open minded to men even if he seems a little boring at first
because as a man trying to get a woman attention is not easy.
God bless!

Are You A Slave To Loyalty?

Have you ever been loyal to somebody that betrayed you and stab you in the back over and over?
Have you ever been in a situation where you realized moving on was harder than you thought?
Have you ever prayed that the person that treated you like dirt, would change?
Were you disappointed when the person made false promises on how they would change but they just remain the same?
Ever been hurt so bad that you regret falling in love in the 1st place?
Ever cried yourself to sleep and the tears kept pouring down your face?
Last but not least, have you ever thought about committing suicide becuase you thought suicide would help the pain escape?

Learn to let go
when people act cold.
Not everyone has a pure soul
and heart.
Don’t hold on when
your broken.
Holding on is
sometimes poisioned.
They take your heart
and destroy it
and they can’t rebuild.
Like Toysrus
going bankrupt
but the kids are still living
So why when people go corrupted
the pain your still holding
and suffering?
Same thoughts keep rethinking.
Worrying yourself to death
becuase you think
the painful memories is all you have left.
Loyalty is going to lead you to death
and become a rat trap
that snaps your neck.
Waiting for others to change
but you are the one
that have to change
Begging them to stay
like a begger asking
for spare change
Go to work
Go the gym
Go to church
Go make new friends.
People come and go
for a reason.
Some are only meant
for a season.
You are not nobody’s slave
So use the time and space
to help create
an opportunity
to move forward.
Slavery is in the past
Staying loyal to
the wrong one
is ass backwards.
Mental slavery
have us corrupted
and people behaviors
sometimes make
me disgusted.
Here’s a question
and think it
Why are we loyal to
the ones that don’t
give a fuck about us
and they turn their back
on us?
Now why do we ignore
the ones that are are loyal
to us and use  the ones
that would give the world
to us?

Sex Or True Love?

Good question I thought about a while ago and I want everybody that’s reading this to think to themselves
Would you rather live the rest of your life
having sex but never find true love ever
or living the rest of your life with a soul mate that loves you and you love right back but never ever having sex again for the rest of your life?

Let’s look at the first option:

Sex is definitely a stress reliever and one of life’s greatest pleasure.
Sex is a great form of exercise.
Sex can put you in a better mood.
Sex is also needed for the growth of  the human population which is crucial if your somebody that want to be a parent.
Sex can build your confidence.
Sex without love is simple since you can have sex with different people enjoying your freedom.
A healthy sex life can make you look younger
Ture love is not always simple.
Falling in love can be expensive causing you to spend money every so often.
True love can limit your freedom and take time away from your close family and friends.
True love can make you feel sad or jealous over somebody else that’s not even a threat to your relationship
True love can cause you to overthink things in your head which can lead to arguments.
True love will limit your privacy.
True love could have you worrying over your significant other which can bring you more stress.

Let’s look at the second option

Fornication is a sin.
Sex with the wrong person could have you in child support or  deadbeat parent.
Sex is commonly confused with love and could make a situation more complicated.
Sex could lead to STD’s (even with a condom)
Sex can distract you from other responsibilities because sex (depending on the person can be addictive)
Being sexually active means that you are more vulnerable to abuse and mistreatment from your partner or from others
Sex without love could get tedious  fast
If you never have sex ever, you will always be curious to what’s it like to have sex in your mind which can make you grumpy.
Lack of sex could make you miserable so having sex can keep you well balanced
True love brings happiness and joy
True love brings comfort
True love can give you peace of mind
True love subdue boredom alot
True love without children could be the best thing because you can travel the world anytime you want and a life without children could safe you money

Love and sex have both it’s pro’s and con’s.
Think about the times you regret having sex with the wrong person or a person you wasn’t in love it and ask yourself was it worth it?
Think about how sex on a rainy day was a stress reliever and put you in a better mood the next day and how the greatest feeling is when you climax and ask yourself is it worth it?
Think about how being in love led to those late night arguments and long paragraph text messages, over thinking and having you in your emotions and we all have our bad days at work, school, or other things and love is just adding to it with the huge resonbility it comes with so ask yourself is it worth?
Think about how being in love is a wonderful feeling , like the late night walks and deep conversations. All the pictures taken on various dates, the sleep overs, cuddleing under the blankets next to somebody and learning about different things and being introduced into a new world now ask yourself is it worth it?

So another words would you rather live the rest of your life finding true everlasting love but never having sex ever?
Or would you rather have sex anywhere, anybody, anytime but never ever finding your true love and soul mate which means you die alone?

To make this choice easier think about it like this, what’s more boring a life without never experiencing  sex or life without never experiencing love?

When I ask this question to those of you reading this, look at it as if you had to make this choice by Sunday, what’s life mean to you more finding love or having sex?
So remember if you choose love over sex and you don’t have any children, then once you make this choice you can’t have children and you will live rest of your life without having any children?
Also remember if you choose sex over love, then you have the option of having children and you have the option of even being married becuase you don’t need to love to get married, but do you really wanna be married with children but you and your spouse don’t love each other?
Is that an healthy environment for the children?

A sexless marrige being horny all the time with real true  love with many things in common  and many things to talk about or a  marrige that lacks love with not much to to talk but guaranteed the best sex of your life and never leaving the house horny?

(Btw if you choose love over sex you can’t masturbate or watch point ever)
(If you choose sex over love you can’t watch any romantic movies ever and no love making just strictly great satisfying rough sex)

Also keep in mind that things that are harder to find are usually more appreciated than things you can achieve easily

I asked so many questions on here for all my fellow followers and others reading this.
If you plan to comment on this, you can just one of the questions I asked and answer the one that interest you.

Thankful for all my followers and all the likes and comments on my blogs.
I love to write poetry and talk about things people are scared to talk about.
I tend to be a deep thinker so I posts blogs expressing some of my thoughts so others can relate.
I try to relate to the people that’s why my poetry can be so relatable and I will continue to post poetry and other deep topics for all of you to read.
What I like most about having followers is that it’s an oppurnitiy for me to learn from my followers and for my followers to learn from me.
God bless you all.