The Harsh Life As An Orphan

All alone without mom and dad.

I lost everything  I had.

I turned to the streets.

Been selling crack since thirteen.

My foster parents don’t give a fuck about me.

No escape from this reality.

I still see my parents in my dreams.

They were my everything,

but that was the past,

this is the present.

On a daily I cut school,

fuck my attendance. 

They don’t care about me,

neither do my foster parents.

I look up to drug dealers 

as my parents.

They are my guidance and protection.

They give me what I have been missing,

love and affection

until I got caught hustling.

The police snatched me up,

cuffed me up,

and locked me up.

Now inside the juvenile 

detention center,

during the middle of winter.

All cold and bitter.

Days becomes weeks,

Weeks become months,

Months become years.

Only thing remain 

that remain the same

is in the mirror ,

when I wake up 

I still see the morning tears.

Now I’m nineteen,

my so called drug dealing friends

bailed out on me.

Not even a visit or letter

from nobody,

unless it’s my attorney.

I look back on life and 

realized I traveled a harsh journey.

I was only suppose to do a year in juvie.

I murder someone in juvie purposely,

because I don’t have family in society.

I’m here among company.

I have food and water for free.

I have a place to rest my head and sleep.

Sad to say but the prison system

is my family.

This is life as a orphan.

I will live like this until 

the day I go inside my coffin.

 

Life OF A Stalker

This was one of my old poems I wrote back in November 2014 before I discovered wordpress. Comment below and tell me what you think

I am a loner and I feel withdrawn.
I feel delusional way far beyond.
I am in love with my victim,
I have develop feelings that I can’t get rid of.
I don’t want to make my victim aware of my existence,
I keep the victim close,but I watch from a distance.
I’m sneaky and clever as I move in silence.
My intelligence
Is way beyond average,
But I suffer from a mental disorder.
I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia.
I am ashamed of my abnormal behavior,
But I can’t help it.
I have a problem I admit.
Suicide sometimes I be ready to commit.
Not much of talker, but more of a watcher and walker.
Welcome to the life of a stalker

Am I Satisfied?

Please click here 1.Writing Prompt Challenge 2.Relationships And Marriage (2 blogs in 1) and you will see a schedule of blogs I have lined up for the next 2 months.

Always asked good questions
but now I ask myself a great question
that arises in my mind
“Am I Satisfied?”
All my life
I found myself
staring at the sky,
asking why.
Been told I always been hard on myself.
Well I always think about my wealth.
Only if you knew the struggle I felt.
Parents were divorced at eight.
As a teen, I had pimples across my face.
I got rejected by most colleges
because of my high school grades.
It wasn’t until I was 23 when I had my first date.
25 was when I felt my heart snapped like a pencil
and tears were running down my face.
Imagine living thru your mid twenties
and constantly up all night
because pregnancies scares affected your life.
How can I be a father explaining to my parents that I don’t have a wife?
At 26 I got fed up with women.
I was paying for sex every minute.
I only wanted fast women
and at this time I learned to use protection.
At Friday night buying condoms at 7-11
so strippers can put Trojans over my erection.
Also at 26, was talking to chick,
who had a friendship
with my dad’s chick.
So another words, I met a girl through a mutual
friendship.
We was not in a relationship.
It was more of situationship
or a friends with benefits kind of situation
however you wanna call it.
But anyway be careful who you share your secrets with
because the gossip that was going on behind
my back
I was oblivious to it.
Life full of fucking hypocrites
so sometimes I have a hard time forgiving.
Forgiving to me is hard
like a teenage virgin trying to figure out
why he can’t get an erection.
But anyway this chick I was dealing with
was telling my business to her friend
and I stated earlier
this friend was in a situationship with my father.
Eventually I got a call from my sister
and she told me
“David, be careful what you say to that girl because dad thinks your talking about him”
Well I’m going to stop and I will continue this story on a future blog of mine’s.
Sometimes life shine, sometimes life is blind.
I imagine myself covering my eyes because the life is too bright
so I rather stay stuck in the cave
to play it safe.
Sometimes misery so addictive
u get comfortable
instead of trying to fix it.
So now for you bloggers that are reading this,
Do you think I am satisfied with my life?

A One On One Deep Conversation About Death

This was a heart to heart conversation about life and death. Two people are going back and fourth, expressing their deepest thoughts

Michael:

We don’t know what it feels like to die.

Never been in it’s presence or time.

We know it exist and it’s something we don’t wish.

Until you experience the true meaning of life.

Life is about smile and cries but let’s talk about cries

Why do we cry?

Tears falling from the face comes from a broken heart.

Feels like your life fell apart.

Life itself isn’t hard but the people in it make it

unbearable.

A broken heart makes pain unbeatable.

Pain hurts most when it’s unexpected

like an STD for having sex unprotected.

School teaches you education but what about real life lessons?

Feeling like bubble boy trapped in a bubble.

Trying to remain humble but people mock and laugh at you

So bad that you either become suicidal or homicidal.

Suicide will break your mother’s heart on the inside.

Or you can conserve your life by committing homicide.

Turn to a serial killer.

A broken heart turns a person so apathetic

Secrets of deep thoughts exposed

like diaries in dusty attics.

Joyce:

Or matter of fact feeling low like a crack addict or even standing on a bridge thinking of doing something drastic

In your mind you’re thinking to yourself wouldn’t this be fantastic, I gotta have this
The pain released from my soul which would give me happiness


It’s all madness

We all have problems in different shapes and sizes but, most of us take a passive approach and try to hide or disguise it

Like a sad clown behind his mask or forgotten child in need of assistance you didn’t ask
They all say the hurt and pain you had is in the past but, what about that new job that didn’t last or more recently when one of my loved ones just passed


It’s real and part of life. Yes there’s positivity but, there’s also strife. With one there always come the other and nine times out of ten the obvious one outweighs the other.
But I choose life over death.


The best to do list item I keep close to my chest. It’s been weeks tossing over this idea, in which I hadn’t slept.


But what do you expect?


Every day I pick up the pieces of what life couldn’t been and work on ways for how it should be.
One of the keys to success and to see and believe.


Now I know there’s nonbelievers and can’t fathom seeing the other side but, although I see it from their view, I’ve decided to put my pride aside.


Let’s face it, we don’t really decide if we live or die.

Michael:

Because death is promised to us all.
It’s never a goal

but rather we stand still like a pole


or move around like electrons
death come to us all.

Ever since the devil broke his bond
with God

Life is the real death


and death is the freedom

Demons and angels maybe imaginary
and humans are the real demons.

Think about Cain and Abel

It’s all hereditary.

Thou shall not kill

Thou shall not steal


we disobey by our own free will.

Every step u take, we could be stepping in a trap


and be a victim in a person’s attack.

Life is overrated


like sex to a person with a low sex drive.

Babies are forever precious


but even Tupac new parents are devious

just ask Brenda.

Unlike the tribe in black panther,

black people don’t stick together.

We receive hate like the Jews did from Hitler.

A devil in disguise,


poisoning minds

by disguising poisoned mushrooms


into red apples.

What seems healthy


can put you in the grave early.

But maybe an early grave


is the best day


since we escaping dooms day,

you know the place we call life.
Shit I don’t fear death

 


I fear life and I’m tired of the fight

Joyce:

It’s interesting that we think the fear of difference is fear of life itself.

Worrying about other people’s opinions to the point it affects our health.

However, remaining hidden in plain sight like a cheetah that’s stealth.

Or masking our fear with creating problems that haven’t been dealt.


I believe there are demons that walk amongst us on this earth, the same people that need to look in the mirror and go to church.

They need to worry about getting themselves right and avoid at all costs for them not to get hurt.

Betraying their spouse, mother, or brother or throwing a friend’s name in the dirt.
It’s not that death is the better choice for us all but, for some it’s the easier option to befall.
Drugs, sex, money, they’re all a different kind a poison. Leading to our so called miserable lives and causing mass destruction.
The root of all evil is sometimes staring us in the face, evil has no color no matter the race.
Divide and conquer is what has been the trend. The endless violence on each other seems to never want to end.
It’s takes only one voice to be heard, hand to be raised, two feet to be stood on to choose peace. Reminding us all that we all need to love one another as Martin Luther king Jr essentially quoted in his I Have a Dream Speech.
Life is tough and life can seem like a personal hell. But, only God can judge the living based on how we followed his rules well.
So turn the other cheek and love hard towards one another because when that judgement comes God surely won’t stutter.

Questions to think about

1) If you had 24 hours to live, what would you do?

2) The bible says more people will go to hell then heaven, what’s your opinion about that?

3) If misery didn’t exist and everybody was happy, would this affect music and poetry?

On Tuesday May 1st, I will post my next blog

No Title Yet

I didn’t plan on posting anything until May, but I have been doing a lot of writing for the past 6 weeks. I haven’t uploaded anything on here since December 31st, and I can’t lie I do miss uploading blogs but I still do be around from time to time to give feedback on other people’s blogs. Now I’m still on break so I won’t upload anything else until May but I have wrote this story I wanted to share with my bloggers. I need your help and I want to get you involved with this story by helping me come up with an ending.

You don’t need to answer this question in the comment section, but why do you think I wrote this story and what is the lesson behind this story?

For those of you that have Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, etc, when you see a picture a bad chick, thick in all the right places, caramel complexion, sexy pose, how many likes and comments do you think she get based on her picture?

A lovely woman with a nice shape
and a gorgeous face.
Want to take her on a date.
Bring her back to your place.
Have sex on the 1st date
with a condom to keep you safe.
Most men think of looks
but I see beyond the pretty face.
The vagina is a snake
gifted wrapped as a present
on Christmas Day.
This lovely woman is a celebration.
Smile is bright and gorgeous
like Christmas decorations
in a white neighborhood.
Proud to express your manhood
as she aggressively takes
charge of your wood.
Cooks and clean,
rubs your back,
and massages your feet.
Affectionate in all the
right places.
Sending you nudes
only a daily basis.
A lady in public
but a freak in private
which really means
a bunny rabbit in public
but a rat in private.
Seems all innocent
in the front
but hiding the fishing rod
behind her back
to reel you in.
Trapping you in her bullshit.
She starts off with
“Your different compared to the assholes
I been with!”
“I’m so lucky to have you!”
“What do you think our future kids would be like?”
“It don’t matter what we do, as long as I spend time with you.”
This is how it is in the beginning.
Sounds lovely but for every beginning there is always an ending.
As time is moving, mood and tension is changing.
My mom and I got into an argument and she kicked me out.
Can I stay with you for a little while?
You don’t really want to but you allow her to stay.
Make some closet space
for all her outfits and high heels,
but at least she says
I will help you with the rent and any other bills”
Start to feel a little better, because you can use
the extra cheddar.
Helps out only for the first month.
Home cooked meals on the regular.
Without being asked, she packs your lunch.
Good sex and blowjobs, you receive a ton.
In fact receiving so much, you barely get to sleep much.
One day you come home and she is on the couch crying.
She just got laid off , “What am I going to do?” She won’t stop complaining.
You feel bad and tell her not to worry.
You being all charming, telling her that
she is smart and sexy and how she will
one day land on her feet.
You also tell her not to worry about paying rent
so she could focus on looking for a job.
You have sympathy for her because you know life is hard.
Never enough flashcards
to prepare you for when you loose your job.
Next day you come home and she is
on the couch watching TV.
Day after she isn’t home because she texted you she is at the library
and she didn’t tell you she left a lot of dishes
in the sink.
Day after she isn’t home again and she didn’t leave you a text message.
Your bedroom is a mess, clothes all over the bed,
perfume all over the dresser, lipstick all over the chester.
Now pissed off, you head to the bathroom
and it smells like marijuana .
So now you call her and leave a voicemail “Where the fuck are you, get your ass back to my apartment I need to talk to you”
She comes and says “I heard your voicemail, why do you have an attitude?”

I will write a part 2 and continue this story but I was thinking of ending this story in three ways

  1. Have the ending where this guy eventually gets her pregnant but find out the baby isn’t his and he kills the baby
  2. She sets him up to get robbed by some street guys
  3. They get into an argument and they get into a fight and he accidentally kills her and now trying to cover up the murder

I want you to comment below and either choose between the three on how I should end this story or if you have another clever way to end this story comment below. I am open to all ideas.

After I write part 2, I will edit this and add a tittle. I purposely didn’t add a title to this story yet. I will upload part 2 in May. I have a lot of good poems coming in the future.

It may take some time before I reply if you choose to comment below because I’m so busy so I apologize ahead of time for late responses to comments

See you all in May

Passion Vs Dedication(Which one is more important)

What’s more important in a relationship, Passion or Dedication?
What carries the relationship further, Passion or Dedication?
What’s more important as a college student as far as achieving good grades, the Passion or Dedication ?
What’s more important to have when it comes to a job, the dedication or passion?
Is passion nothing without dedication?
Is life boring if you have the dedication without the passion?
If you had to choose between the two as far as all areas in your life such as working, being married, participating in hobbies, extracurricular activities, raising your kids, which would you pick, Passion or Dedication?
What would life be like if you was the only person in the world with passion without dedication as far as living your life but everybody else had dedication without passion to do things in life?
What would the world be like if you was the only person in the world who had the dedication in all areas but no passion in life but everybody else was filled with passion but had no type of dedication whatsoever?
Based on the last 2 questions, if life was how I described based on those last 2 questions, how hard do you think it would be to exist with the rest of the world?

Passion is a feeling intense enthusiasm towards or compelling desire for someone or something

Dedication is a feeling of a very strong support for or loyalty to someone or something

Passion is important. Passion is associated with physical attraction and intense emotional arousal. Passion comes from the heart. Passion comes with romance, and romance makes the relationship or anything you participate in more energetic and activated.

Dedication as well is important. Dedication is associated with honesty, loyalty and scarfice. Dedication comes from your integrity and morals. Dedication comes with good karma(maybe not right away). Dedication will make you trustworthy in the eyes of other people. Dedication builds you character in a positive way

 

In this world, most of us would agree that you need passion and dedication and one can’t exist without the other. Passion and Dedication go hand in hand, but imagine you had to pick one just one, would you rather live in this world without no passion in your heart or no dedication in your character?

Passion Vs Dedication

 

Think about it

 

Don’t Worry; The Person Next To You Is Flawed Too

I dedicate this story/poem to K E Garland. She wanted me to write a poem about  “Don’t worry; the person next to you is flawed too”  and if she is reading this, I just want to let her know that it was a pleasure writing a story/poem about this topic and I find this topic to be very relatable in life. She picked a great topic for me to write about and I hope you enjoy reading this topic.

 

This is a story in poetry format in which will discuss a young man who is very under confident and feels like he didn’t accomplish anything in life. As you read this story, you will learn an important lesson  that can help your children

The following characters in this story

David: 27 year old man with a very pessmistic view on life, but yet a  very talented individual and a lot of people see greatness in him but he can’t see it in himself.

Michael: David’s guardian angel and his purpose is to guide David and show David how to take control of his life

Nigel: A famous athlete, but had dreams of becoming a poet as a youth

 

 

The Story Begins

Act 1:

Michael: I understand you don’t want to put people beneath but never put people above you:

David: But you don’t understand  I’m placed in a situation where it’s hard to be a man.
You say I have to follow God’s plan?

Michael: God is the way. God will protect you and keep you safe. All you have to do is pray.

David: That’s easy for you too say.
You haven’t walked a mile in my shoes,
you already made perfect, you have nothing to loose.
How can I keep my cool?
I feel like such a fool
You say the bible is a tool
but yet Satan is on the loose.
I’m a grown man still living at home.
I’m a nice guy but I am alone.
I get booed on stage
when I recite a poem
I have critters on my face
I’m broke and I have to pay
student loans.
All my friends are gone.
I haven’t had sex in years
I’m addicted to porn.
My eyes release tears
for being miserable
for so long.

Michael: Hop in the magic cloud
Let me  show you something!

David: Where you taking me?

Michael: I’m taking you to a visit
the penitentiary.

(Michael takes David to prison in spirit in his magic cloud)

 

 

Michael: What do you see?

David: I see a riot
and it looks so violent

(Michael takes David to one of the visiting stations)

Michael: Now what do you see?

David: I see a man
staring at the glass window crying
talking with his family
over the phone
saying he is never coming home.
Telling his wife and kids to
move on.

(Michael shows David the next visiting station)

Michael: Now what do you see?

David: I see man staring through the glass
talking to his family
wishing he would of change the past

(Michael now takes David to the cemetery with just the snap of his finger)

 

David: Wait where are we?

Michael: We are at the cemetery?

David: Wait why are we here?

Michael: To show you that with your negative
thinking you will end up here.

David: But wait, isn’t everybody
going to end up here?

Michael: Correct all humans will face death
and it’s not much time life.
but you said you believe in Jesus
Christ right?

David: Right!

Michael: The bible says leave your worries to God
and let God handle your problems.
You can’t solve them
so just let God solve them.
I took you to prison
to expose to you
that somebody has it worst than you.
Yes you don’t have a job
but you have your health
You don’t have a perfect face
but your smile is what
make people melt.
You have gotten booed on stage
but you have the voice
that can heal a person
at any place.
Maybe you should
stop watching adult films
and use your tongue
to say Grace
for the food that the Lord put
on your plate.
For thanksgiving
you had mash potatoes,
cornbread, Mac n cheese
string beans and chicken.
In prison the inmates
had tuna fish on
white bread
a brownie,
salad and
chocolate milk
The food was so spoiled
it’s a plague that
can kill.
Half the inmates
caught a stomach virus
A few ended up
dying.
Here’s the kicker
Half of them
we’re innocent
men.
Now men token
away from their children.
Imagine your Father
died in prison
on Thanksgiving.
Remember this
in order to make it
to heaven
you will get tested
You suffer
but if you reach to
God
You will have eternal life forever.
Here let me show you
something
Hop back in the cloud!

(Michael takes David to a mansion)

David: Where are now?

Michael: In the mansion of a millionaire

David: Why, this looks so nice
There’s also a waterfall outside
A statue in the front
Each room with multiple bed bunks
A staircase in the living room
A staircase in the kitchen
Damn I thought a staircase
in the kitchen
only existed in  sitcoms.
Oh wow look,
in his bedroom
he has a intercom.
This is a beautiful house
I bet you the owner
of this house
is happy
like Danny Taner
on full house

(A male celebrity enters the mansion)

David: What’s he doing?

Michael: Just watch and see

Nigel: Lord please forgive me
for not following my dreams
The fans scream
but everyday in the mirror
I scream.
I wasn’ t strong enough
to say no to peer pressure
Now the sweat my forehead
gets colder
and I’m won’t be getting
much older.
I wanted to be poet
but my dad, high school coach,
and friends said football
was my calling.
I am talented becuase of
my size
but my words were
the gift of life
and each line
represented  a sercet prize,
the secret of eternal life
since I was doing
what made me happy.
But now sadly
I have human
Immunodeficiency  virus
for having sex unprotected.
My mom warned me
and I didn’t listen.
Since I had money,
a unwanted pregnacy
didn’t scare me.
But I wasn’ t thinking about HIV.
I’m already paying child support
I play a dangerous sport
for a living
and now I’m about to go broke.
I can’t afford this mansion,
child support, and the medicine.
This is incredulous.
The groupies are so devilish.
I should of married my high school
sweetheart,
but I cheated and broke her heart.
She is now happily married
and she has a  large beauitful family.           I have this mansion and it’s empty.    Damn lord please forgive me for thinking of suicide

Michael: You see young man
just because somebody is bigger than you,
have more money than you,
get more girls than you,
smile more than you,
don’t make them better than you.
Now yes you are no better than
nobody else but
nobody is better than you.
Don’t worry because the person
next to you is flawed too.
I can show you how to
be in a better mood
but it’s all up to you.
Put your life in the lords hands
and say that today
you will put childish things away
and become a man.

David: Today I will put childish things away and become a man.
I will follow the lord’ s plan.
Poetry is my calling
and I am blessed to have a ceiling.
Lord yes I need healing
Yes lord

Michael: Say Amen!

David: Amen!

Michael: Do you know this celebrity?

David: He looks familiar but no not really

Michael: This is Nigel Banks
your high classmate
5ft 11 stocky
Popular and ladies loved him
with caramel complexion
Waves in his hair.
Remember he beat you up
for not letting him cheat
Remember he use to make
fun of you
when you use to speak.
Remember he pushed
you down the stairs.
Remember he use to
make fun of your nappy hair.
Look at him now.
His life is crashing to
the ground.
When he scored a touchdown
never thank God.
When he signed autographs
never thank God.
When he wanted to pursue poetry
instead of playing football
never prayed to God
Now he is going to break his mom’s
heart with the bad news.
You lacking faith don’t just affect you
but all the loved ones around you.
Since high school Nigel always been miserable.
Remember young man
Don’t worry because the person
next to you is flawed too.

Questions to think about 

1) Do you think it’s easy to accept yourself for the way you are, when you are constantly rejected over and over?

2) Do you believe in karma?

3) Would you rather be extremely under confident or extremely argorant?

4) What two words would you use to describe why the world is unfair?

5) The  person that gives the best advice always practice what they preach, true or false?

6) Are people with opstmitic thinking trustworthy?

7) Are people with pessimistic thinking born that way or do you think something bad happen  or someone hurt their feelings in which destroyed their confidence?

8) Can you still be happy in life if you don’t follow your dreams?

9) Can you still be miserable even if you are following your dreams?

10) Are you following your dreams or are you pursuing a career that your parents pressured you to do?

What Have I Learned 

1. Never apologize for something that wasn’t your fault

2. Nice guys don’t finish last but they do struggle at the start of the race

3. Loyalty is junior high school vocabulary but you won’t really understand loyalty until you been betrayed by your close friend

4. Jealously is more common than loyalty.

5. Guilt will eat you alive from the inside out until you don’t recongize who you are anymore.

6. Complaining about your problems don’t solve anything

7. There is a difference between being alone and feeling lonely.

8. Being financially stable doesn’t mean your ready to be a parent

9. Being successful doesn’t mean that you are happy.

10. Words have the power to build and destroy.

11. A stupid choice doesn’t automatically define you as being stupid.

12. You don’t need  marrige and children to be happy.

13. Good sex is not a permanent solution to a for lack of communication  in your marrige.

14. You should never judge a cheater if you don’t know the whole situation.

15. No matter how humble you are drama is promised to everbody.

16. Time and memories are precious.

17. Understanding history will make you look forward into the future.

18. If you not on a high school reading level and you don’t know basic math, people will take advantage of you 

19. You obtain knowledge and you relay on common sense to survive.

20. Every job there is always at least one supervisor that is corrupted

21. It’s very easy to be lazy but being lazy will make you regretful when your dreams aren’t accomplished 

22. Money doesn’t buy you happiness but being poor doesn’t buy you anything 

23. Most say they hate being involved in drama but some love gossiping about people’s drama

24. School is important but does not teach you everything

25. Wearing dirty clothes looks bad on the outside but that doesn’t make you dirty on the inside.

26. I rather die young and happy than to die old and miserable

27. We can’t change how we look, but we can change how we think

28. Hardest thing to do in life is trying to understand a human so just accept that we all think differently

29. Loyalty is pushed to the side when money involved.

30. Sometimes poor people steal to survive and sometimes rich people steal becuase they are greedy so anybody can be a thief 

31. People will brag  about everything  for attention when something positive happens to them but will remain quiet as a mouse when something negative happens to them

32. Just becuase you make money the legal way don’t mean that your hands are clean

33. Don’t trust a person that you just met that act nice to you for no reason

34. There is a difference between a happy couple and a healthy relationship

35. Impressing others don’t matter if you not impressing yourself

36. Real friends say nice things about you behind your back.

37. An unplanned pregnacy at a young age doesn’t mean your immature, how you handle the situation is what defines your maturity level.

38. A real girlfriend will love you regardless of how much money you have, but if you broke and jobless and you don’t at least make the effort to do better for yourself, she will leave you

39. Men and women have it hard in different ways.

40. Sometimes a stranger will do more for you than a close friend or family will

41.People won’t really care when you do positive things on a daily but you do one thing negative and everbody criticizing.

42. Very rude to respond with an arrogant statement when somebody gives you an compliment, just say thank you and  appreciate the compliment.

43. Watch out for these scams, 99% strangers that say they are interested in making money with you are trying to rob you

44. If a man tells you he is not ready for a relationship, don’t expect him to change his mind, move on.

45. If a man tells you he doesn’t want to have sex tonight, respect his decision

46. Being a gentleman does not make you look like a punk 

47. A man that  brags about cheating on his wife/girlfriend will be the same man begging for his wife/girlfriend to come back when she leaves his ass.

48. Just because two people love each other and their intentions are good does not mean that the relationship will last.

49. Some people don’t practice what they preach 

50. Try to learn something new everyday 

51. Sometimes it’s not what you say but how you say it 

52. Asking questions is a common fear

53. People will try to give you advice on something they know nothing about just to seem like they are smart 

54. No matter how much money a man got, how nice his smile is, how nice he  dress, how popular he is, how much power he got,  at least one girl will reject him.

55. Mixed signals are temporary in the beginning but if somebody likes you, it will become obvious 

56. You never know, somebody could be in love with you and you may never know for as long as you live

57. You can be faithful in a relationship/marrige  and still be a shitty significant other/spouse

58. Nothing should never come between friendship

60. No matter how pretty a girl is, not every guy will find you attractive

61. It’s very common for female to have more guy friends then girl friends.

62. The dating scene has changed drastically compared to thirity years ago.

63. Being proud of yourself is not possible for some 

64. Sometimes you can hurt a person unintentionally 

65. We will all hurt at least one person feelings and get our feelings hurt by at least one person 

66. To some girls money is not everything, but finding a guy with the right type of personality and with a good high paying job is a dream come true for almost all women

67. We all will die so earth is just a long dream and death is the day we wake up 

One day when you get a chance, just come up with your own quotes based on your life experinces and see how much quotes you can come up with  or list all of the life experiences you have learned. Remember you know more than you think you know

Poetry Is The Power Of Life

I can’t wait until this month is over. I accomplished alot but still have a lot of work to do.  I have to start looking at other bloggers to read and learn their content. In case you guys are wondering why I am going so hard with my content, because after I just want to end the year strong and next semester is my last semester and will be giving my complete dedication  to school so starting February, I wont be really blogging as much but  I will still be active from February to May but  after January 31st I won’t be posting content until May but I still be active in the blogging community between February and May, I will take that time to really learn from you all.  January will be my last month going hard until June. Tomorrow I will upload more  questions for you to think about. Next week I will be uploading alot.

  1. Would you rather judge a person by his/her questions or answers?
  2. What’s most important your past, present, or your future?

 

 

Poetry is the power of life
that provides the light.


Expose the light
in dark areas.
Power to make it scarier
or happier
like the lord
When he throws sin away
like dirty diapers.


Poetic thoughts are like
wires
of different colors.


High voltage
or low,
poems give me
power and light from
above and below
or poems can travel through
anything hollow,
electrocuting the souls
surrounding water or metal.


I  have two thoughts
separated
but
my brain
is in between
to complete the circuit.


Certain days I have
a short circuit.
Poetic thoughts
are more destructive
than the current
in high voltage.
Something
interrupt
the flow of thoughts
in my head
like magma
inside a volcano.
I overthink
so my poetic thoughts
overflow
like a external circuit
and I need balance.
I need an equal
amount of
protons and electrons.


Half positives
and half negatives
Sometimes thoughts
stay still in place
Sometimes thoughts
move around in motion.
Protons thoughts
gives me a happy face
Electron thoughts
make my emotions
run against each other
like a race.

Poetry creates
the power of life
which helps you relate
from a point a view
that’s electrical or mechanical.


Call me Dave  the poetry mechanic


and I use my mind
to restore a person’s feelings
which are similar to car engines
and my words are synthetic oil
and traveled from my mouth
to a person’s brain
like the synthetic oil
In a funnel.
If don’t listen to my words
you are leaking info
like car leaking anti-freeze.
My words comes
from the heart
which is warm
but sometimes cold
like winter
but my words can
warn you up
like a boiler.


My brain is a water heater
divided by hot and cold water.


Certain days I’m cold
Certain days I’m hot.
Certain days I’m poetic
Certain days I’m not
but my poetry always provides
light.
My poetry is a sperm cell
that has the power to create life.

 

 

  1. What will destroy you faster, worrying to death while being rich, or being worry free as a homeless person?
  2.  As a blogger, if you had to choose one option, would rather give up posting blogs to read other blogger’s content or would you rather have every on blogger give up the option of posting content to just read your content?
  3. Would you rather teach other’s what you already experienced in life, or learn from other’s and their experiences?

 

I have more questions on tomorrows blog

Have a good day

 

Get Lost In My Poems Part 2

Just want to say thank you to my followers. I wrote Get Lost In My Poems part 1 in August. Click the link to see what that poem is about. Evey poem that I wrote since the end of August up until yesterday  all have a connection with each other  which makes one huge poem. This giant poem contains different poems that I wrote since the end of August which are life lessons, comedy, child like, sexy, dark,suspense,relationships,stories ect. I am here to share with and to take you on a journey. Picture this as a poetry museum  and I  am your tour guide and I will let you hop in the time travel machine to switch back and fourth between my poetry(Warning do not eat before you hop in the time machine because you will vomit and I’m not giving your money back because I’m broke and I need it)

 

Pay The Fare Now Or Get Out!

 

 

 

Your Still Here Smart Move, Keep Hands In The Machine At All Times, Be Safe!

 

I’m genie and your Aladdin

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and I will sure you a vision.
My poems are dream

and hop in this automatic time machine.

The Poetry Automatic time machine

But first allow me to introduce myself
and take you to show you

Who Am I?.

 

You’ll see I am.
My life is a Journal

Now let’s go back  into another time period in August where I wrote about my journal

 

and my journal is very personal.
It’s the book where I choose

Hop in the time machine to learn about the art of ghostwriting

to ghost write

from time to time.
Some people

 

Let’s travel to see life is like as a blind man

visuallyimpaired

are blind

so I’m the guide
to lead them out of

 

Hop in to see what’s it like on a dark day

darkness and
help them

For every dark night there is always a brighter day

 

shine.
I do that, introducing

Hop in and let’s imagine what the world is like

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the power of imagination.
The different thoughts
can be segregated
into sections

 

Hop in to see common mistakes men and women make

having you confused

When your trying to

 

Ever tried to pretend to be something that your not? No , well hop in

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be heartless for being

heartbroken.

But sometimes you have
to understand

 

Everything you do is a decision, hop in and make a choice

the choices

and decisions from others.
So in the meantime

Our future is not looking to good, hop and read all about it

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pray for a better future

But watch out

Hypocrites are more common than you think, hop in

for the fake teachers

and pastors.

Pretend to worship

 

Don’t get fooled by the blue dress

Bluefairy

Jesus but really the devil

in disguise.

Sometimes what you

 

You ever told a lie? You say no, well I will ask you that again after you read this , hop on in

believe is the truth

is really a lie

But sometimes it’s better to lie
and truth doesn’t always come to light
since we don’t what’s in
a person’s mind

 

Suicide thoughts are more common then you think. Most people will tell you don’t think about suicide but in order to relate and help those that are suicidal, you have to come down on their level and show them they are not alone, so hop in!

suicide

when they commit suicide

but I can brainstorm
and come up
with clues

You didn’t know, I can come up with riddles did you, come hop in and you can’t leave this poem until you solve the riddle and I left clues

like trying to solve a riddle

but sometimes
people are critical
around murder scenes
which is bloody

 

I was trying to scare the shit out of the bloggers for Halloween, hop in!

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and scary like Halloween

 

Loyalty is a blessing but don’t let people take advantage, so read about it and hop in!

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Being a slave to loyalty

will get you heartbroken
for real
where your missing meals

Look at cheating from a different angle, hop in

 
because your girl fucking

another guy

This poem will ruin your appetite, hop in!

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ruined your appetite.
We need to heal

Prayer is need when your heartbroken, just hop in and pray!

and prayer is the secret

When we are defeated
like a poor kid
under a roof of
a single parent on

 

Christmas is overrated, hop in and see!

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christmas.
So sometimes we believe

 

Does money buy happiness, answer that and hop in!

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money is

 

Welcome to the magic show, hop in!

magic

and we keep

Always stay quiet because there are advantage to being under estimated, quiet like a mouse but if one’s in my house I’m am going to kill it, I despise rodents hop in!

quiet

and the paper

Look out for yourself, fuck everybody, hop in!

I don’t give

or receive

 

Never forget the oil, hop in!

the blessings

for being poetic.
In a dream I was told

Just ask  J Cole what a false prophet is, hop in!

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I was a false prophet.
So maybe I play games
with the people
as I hide in my shadow
like the groundhog

Winter is coming really soon, read a winter story hop in!

in the winter

and I just confused the

Yup, more drama, hop in!

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followers.
Both the

Men do dirt, read all about it hop in!

men

 

Women do dirt, hop in and learn!

and women

Interracial couples are lovely, come hop in and see!

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white

I have to represent the black women they deserve it, hop in!

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and black

argue about what they
lack in each other
Women blame Men
and men say

One of the most famous quotes when lying “That ain’t me” hop in!

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That ain’t me
Passing a blame is a disease

Do you know God’s plan, well read this poem hop in!

since ancient times.

We all pay for our crimes.
I will end on this note

We need a change, hop in!

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We can’t change the world unless

We change ourselves.

This world is ruled by the wealth
and I

You will learn all about fear when I am done with you, hop in!

fear

 

Please make sure your are 100% sure if you are ready to jump the broom, don’t wait until the night before, hop in!

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like a man before his wedding

who is not too affectionate

 

but still smiles at the woman of

 

his life

A woman has problems, read  part 2the story and hop in!

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and her wedding dress

 

so tight

Perfect way to elope, take a look at this hop in!

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Originally wanted to elope

 

but she said nope.

Read this and I hope you learn to stop judging people, hop in!

 

You may think he lame

Hop in if you want to play a game with me!

but he play no games

 

and he keep it real

 

and straightforward

I’m taking you back to this poem so you can see the table of contents of my poems for December, hop in!

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unlike false prophets

Do ya remember the ending of the story lmao, hop in!

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that make up stories

 

to receive the glory

 

by any means necessary

My mind be on some next shit, when it comes to this poetry stuff, hop in!

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and sometimes it’s a mystery

 

to me

 

why people

 

believe and worship,

Popularity is overrated followed by dick riders, hop in!

 

power,fame and money

This is for the women to think about, hop in!

 

but question yourselves