I Am In Love With My Seductive Next Door Neighbor (Part 2)

Before Reading This Chapter You Must Read

 

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I Am In Love With My Seductive Next Door Neighbor (Part 1)

 

 

 Through out this series just so there is no confusion, I will be doing flashbacks where I may be describing a scene between characters where the characters are describing a scene that took place in the past. I hope all of reading this will enjoy this story because I have worked hard on this and I appreciate your support. 

Chapter 2

I’ve been with  James(Brittany’s Sugar Daddy) for a little over two years now but we known each other for a while.Image result for flashback gif Image result for arrows gif

We met at a strip club two years ago and I use to be a part time stripper. Stripping wasn’t my favorite profession but it paid the bills and my moves on the pole was cold as steel, but I was getting tired of this shit.

Selling the idea of sex and projecting yourself as sexy isn’t that easy when you not always feeling the mood.

All I knew was that I needed a sugar daddy like for real.Ever since junior high, I had attention from most of the guys.

My friends told me that I would be an amazing stripper because I had the type of ass that would make the average man dick harder than a block of ice.

This type of ass and my sexy ass skin complexion is what actually gave James social life some life.

To be honest when I first laid eyes on him,I knew he was lame.He had on the type of outfit where he was dressing like he can audition for “Save by the Bell”.

His black pants was so tight, he didn’t even need a belt.He had some weird looking bright ass yellow shirt that was probably brought from Target,plus he was wearing some white sketchers that matched my bedroom’s carpet.

James dressed like shit.

But one thing I know that the average stripper don’t know is that lame guys with no type of swag always have a fat wallet.

This ain’t junior high school , this is the real world and popularity to me don’t mean shit.

I knew James wouldn’t resist because I know I’m a bad bitch.

So you know, I go to where he was sitting at and I started giving him a lap dance without his permission.

His dick grew a little like Pinocchio’s nose but when I felt it though, it felt kind of small.

Overall compared to the average man’s physique,James is pretty small.He is about 5ft4, weigh about 130 pounds.

But I’ll excuse that because I’m curious to see how much $ is in his bank account.

So eventually I made small talk with him, boosted his ego, rubbed his penis, and twerked my ass in his face.

He started moaning loud and I believed by his face expression he nutted on himself.

I almost laughed out loud and it was hard to keep my laughter in.

I was almost certain he was a virgin.

I decided to ask him if he was and when I did, he was hesitant to answer.

I repeated myself, but this time I made my tone a little more sexier.

He told me wasn’t but has very little experience and suffers from premature ejaculation.

I was almost hesitant to do this, but  I whispered in James  left ear and offered him to buy me a Whiskey Sour.

So he went to the bar and got me drink.

He asking me questions like what your name, where you from, how old are you, and what made you become a stripper?

After I answered all of his questions, I was straight to the point with him and told him for 100 dollars I was willing to suck and ride his cock.

I gave him a offer he couldn’t refuse even though his swag is something I don’t approve I was just using him for financial needs because he was a nice guy and a sucka.

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               2 Year Later

One thing I was grateful for was that James moved me from the hood and promised me everything he could provide.

He really thinks that I love him and that I will one day will be his wife,but I ain’t bout that life.

This situation that me and him got was built off of lies.He don’t even know I’m fucking Kile(Jame’s college student) on the side.

The hospital I work at is not far from where Kile lives and all I know is this nightstick is black, long and thick.

He too is a cheater like me for not being satisfied in his  marriage.

But it’s not just in sex his marriage he is lacking.

So here I am two years later asking myself  why am I with this lame ass n*gga?

I mean he got a lot of figures but yet has an unattractive figure.

Sometimes I am bitter and have regrets for being a gold digga when I laid eyes on my next door neighbor and I am lusting hard after this fine as brother. 

Discussion Questions

 

  1. If you could use one word to describe Brittany, what word would you use?If you could use one word, to describe James, what word would that be?
  2. Can you have a successful marriage if you are married to a stripper?
  3. Why do you think James was at the strip club in the first place?
  4. Who do you think the next door neighbor that Brittany is referring to, is it Kile or somebody else?
  5. For Chapter 3, would you like to hear this story from James point of view or Kile’s point of view?
  6. Do you think James know that Brittany is having an affair his Kile, his college student?
  7. What subject do you think James teaches at college?
  8. Do you think this story is the prequel to my stories I written in the past “Don’t Tell A Soul(Chapter 1), Don’t Tell A Soul(Part 2), and Don’t Tell A Soul Part 3?
  9. What’s more powerful money or lust?
  10. Can you be happy in your marriage if you are not attracted to your spouse, but your spouse has the perfect personality that matches yours?

 Chapter 3 will be uploaded on April. I will be taking a break from uploading post because I am focusing on study for my Comptia A+ certification but I will still be around to read from other bloggers so in the mean time please follow me on

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Quote of The Day- “Talent without popularity takes a while to get recognized but popularity is the substitute of the truth when the talent is lacking” – David Hockaday    

Love Lost The War

On Thursday, I will be uploading part 2 of a story that  I am writing. Click the link below to read part 1

I Am In Love With My Seductive Next Door Neighbor (Part 1)

 

The scar on my heart is a permanent marker that don’t erase.
Emotions are flies, flying all over the damn place.
Tears was dripping down my face like wet grapes.
Forced to keep quiet like a mouth covered with duck tape.
Forced to keep quiet like a new inmate that just got raped.
A heartbreak gave me hallucinations like my weed was laced.
Like prison food, nasty like vomit but forced myself to swallow the taste.
Ashamed of my reflection, but my stiff neck force me to stare straight
to remind me of the disappointment look on my face.
A dream I that chased was a waste like leftover food when I couldn’t finish the plate.
I was frightened like the dog next door finally jumped over the gate.
Hesitant at first like I’m driving in a blizzard with bad brakes
and now regret it because it was an accident
like a rear in collision on the southern state.
Never found the antidote so negative energy surrounds my space.
No more happy days, so I no longer say grace
since my appetite escaped
my belly and you can see my face lost it’s weight
like 40 year old pregnant woman lost her shape
by gaining weight when comparing her modern pictures
to her high school days.
From love letters and heart shapes to boxes and crates.
Crying in silence with both hands covering my face
for reminiscing the times I held the left hand on romantic dates.

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1. How long does it take to heal from a broken heart?

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2. How do you know when your heartbroken?

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3. Do you think forgiving someone that broke your heart will make you live longer?

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4. Do you think more people in this world would have broken hearts if everybody told truth and spoke what was on their mind and did not hold back any secrets?

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Devil’s Politics

Devils politics

Technology and musical instruments

Artist perform and articulate lyrics

that help build their image

but destroy human population.

Women became thots and bitches

Symbolized as sex images

Sexual conduct is promoted

and girls are idolizing

the artists and videos

on television

and becoming sex objects

A bad bitch, a gangsta bitch

a baby momma and a diva.

We glorify these sexual personas

Gain friends and popularity

through the use of weed smoking.

That loud, that reefer, that purple haze,

orange kush

Different slang name, but it all does the same

damage in the brain.

Cells leaking out the head like semen

which leading women to abortion clinics,

children being neglected and a growth of single parents.

Husband and Wife is conservative.

Baby momma and Baby daddy is the alternative

and over the years it became repetitive.

Shit sometimes a life is created out of a situationship

since marriage is damn near facing extinction.

Marriage is the bald eagle.

Situationship is the pigeon that shit on relationships like car windows.

Peak inside the window at a isolated area

and you’ll see weed smoke and foggy windows.

Foggy windows could be viewed on porn sites.

The site that turns making love into a foreign concept.

Regular intercourse we overrate for focusing only on the body

instead of the intimacy.

The bonding hormone released at orgasm is released during masturbation ,when no one is present

so the bonding hormone we was all blessed with, stop having it’s effect.

Now privacy and safety is at risk and exposed to children

for falling victims to sexual offenders

and a quarter of teenagers been bullied through the internet or texting

and a select few have participated in sexting.

Devils strategy is to create a false sense of reality.

Schemed demonology mislead population strategically.

Evil rarely detectable, its defined as a malicious tactic in stealth mode like a fighter plane.

Devils is the president that’s winning

every election

and fallen angles are the corrupted politicians in the house of Congress

utilizing musical instruments and technology.

Comment below if you can think of ways how music and technology affect society?

Are We Considered Normal If We Don’t Fear Anything?

What we can’t predict, we fear.
We fear what we can or cannot hear.
We thank God when the fear in us
is no longer here.
When I say ‘here‘ I’m talking about the heart.
How does a fear start?
Most know the answer to this; its simple.
When a past situation made the experience difficult
to the point its stuck in your head
and now that particular thought
makes your mind fearful
and the hands shake, legs quickly trembles. Like a fist to the temple, feels like death,
or something trivial like a pimple on a dimple.
The steps are sequential, when fear has potential
to store negative energy in your mind and body.
Fear is typical, slightly increasing like hourly wage when working for night differential.
But what if you fear nobody or nothing?
Ready for today; the minute death decides to take visit,
entering the building through the back entrance.
Attacks when you are unprepared, silent
or talking in the middle of a sentence.
But some choose to face the back entrance
and embrace it.
Is it karma or is it just the apple from the tree of good and knowledge,
disguised as a spirit?
No matter what, I face it as if I’m staring at my reflection.
I’m fearless.
I live on earth and fear nothing in it.
I ready to accept death and harm.
I’m in the moon position,
looking at earth most fearful challenges,
preparing myself to face it.
Some say I behave erratically,
but I’m doing exactly
what the bible tells me.
He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
I memorized this verse from the book of Deuteronomy.
But some say I behave erratically
for miscalculating risks constantly.
Fear is an emotion and some say I’m avoiding,
but I tried hard for years to fear something
but the one thing I feared for years
have been disregarded through my apathetic mind.
Does my apathy affect my daily living?
Is Having to overcome my fears made me apathetic?
The one thing I once feared is omnipotent,
but yet I belive I am a dedicated Christian.
I can bare any punishment
for consequences of actions I committed
without thinking.
The laws in the bible make consequences predictable
and we fear what’s not predictable.
Besides God, I have never feared anything.
The news articles and crime reports are oblivious;even the crimes against women and kids that are committed.
Life in prison, a STD that’s life threatening, it don’t matter, I fear nothing.
Some say I behave erratically, but I’m following the bible precisely.
So the verse in Deuteronomy, is it contradicting
or am I the hands and use the scriptures as yarn to twist and turn
to manipulate you into thinking I am not afraid
when In reality, I fear everything around me?

Questions About The Bible

  1. If Adam and Eve were the first two humans on earth, why is there five categorizes of races such as American Indian, Asian, Black or African American, Native Hawaiian and white?
  2.  As far fornication, in the bible days I understand why sex before marriage is a sin. In those days, condoms nor birth control existed. Now in this present day, since sex before marriage is a sin and God’s purpose is for us to be fruitful and multiply, is condoms and birth control a sin?
  3. It says in the bible that wives must submit to their husbands authority. I have a hard time understanding this, so what’s an example of a wife submitting to her husband and what if the husband dies, will the wife be head of the household? Also why can’t the husband and wife lead the household together?
  4. Since in the bible, it’s stated that men are the leaders, how do you feel about having a female president?
  5. From I was told, I was told when man marry a woman his wife comes first, does this mean that man is suppose to love his wife more than his mother?
  6.  Not sure if this is in the bible or not but I was told that your spouse comes before your children. Now why does your spouse comes first? Don’t your kids need your attention more than your spouse does?
  7. If the bible didn’t exist, do you think the divorce rate  today would be much lower?
  8. Does the bible condemn slavery? “Slaves, obey your earthly masters with deep respect and fear. Serve them sincerely as you would serve Christ”  and also “Masters, treat your slaves justly and fairly, knowing that you also have a Master in heaven” now I think most would agree that slavery is wrong. So in these two scriptures was slavery legal? How can you treat a slave fairly when a slave is forced to do work for a higher authority? Does these two scriptures contradict itself?
  9.  In church, you hear members say that the devil is a liar. Now if you read genesis it says “You will not certainly die,” the serpent said to the woman. “For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked;now if you carefully read this verse, after Adam and Eve ate the apple, they knew they were naked. The serpent told Eve that her eyes would be open and she would know good and evil. Now in this present day we know the difference good and evil and we know what it means to be naked, so technically in this verse, did the devil really lie to Eve? He did lie to Eve telling her that he won’t die, but did lie to Eve when he said to Eve that she would know the difference between good and evil?
  10. Now lust is a sin but it is encouraged in the bible to lust after your wife. So before you are married, you can’t lust after your girlfriend. If lust is a sin before marriage, how will you automatically be able to lust after your wife if you trained your mind to not lust. Your mind is set on something, its hard to change your mind, sometimes it’s impossible to change when you are use to do something for so long?

 

Overall I do believe there is a God, but I believe the bible is not perfect. I also believe the new testament oppresses women. The bible is man made and man the bible is written a variety of men.  Also the bible is told in a man’s point of view, why couldn’t the women at the time write any verses of the bible. Are men and women created equal?

A List Of 31 Things I Learned Over The Years Can You Relate

I am going to make a list of things that I learned over the years.

I picked the number 31 because at max there are 31 days in a month and we are all born between number 1 and 31. Now while writing this, I thought of an idea.

You can make a game out of this called “31 quotes”. Now imagine this like your in a speech and debate club with 30 other people. 15 men, 15 women and plus yourself and all born on a different date. Now each of the quotes I listed below from 1 – 31 will be cards with a number on them. From numerical birthdate order, you will be seated among the other 15 men and 15 women and each of them(including yourself) will be given a card associated with your birthdate. When it’s your turn, let’s say you was born on the 1st, according numerical order you will be up first and what you have to do is flip over the card and read the 1st quote I left below outloud and explain to everybody why this apply to your life with an real life of example of yours.

After you go the, the second person will go, then the third and etc. Afterthe person that was born on the 31st goes and after listening to everybody speak ,next you will write down the person that you related to or the person that caught your interest the most on paper. The person that is picked as the most releated is the winner.

I just made this game up lol and I know it might be confusing but it’s something that can make debates more entertaining. Who knows, maybe this can be a college class. Anyway read below the list of 31 things below and pick the one that would make an interesting blog topic.

1) One thing we as humans have a problem doing is being consistent

2) This is a generation where popularity overrides real talent and real talent don’t get recognized with out popularity

3) Stand up to yourself but yet be respectful. Only get loud if you have to.

4) You can have a bunch motivating people in your life.
One toxic person can really stress you the fuck out.
If you have a toxic person in your life, get rid of them

5) People that think deep are usually lowkey and avoid popularity

6) People in this world are selfish

7) I know you not supposed to argue with your parents but parents will try to bully their kids and take advantage

8) Best type of job is owning your own business

9) Real shit
Most of us been in toxic relationships and most can agree when you love somebody that’s toxic it’s hard to escape
But once you exit a toxic relationship you make a promise to yourself that you’ll never go back the path ever again
Facts of life
And that’s with everything

10) Life is a war
and each day is a battle

11) You should be a gentleman towards your woman but don’t let her talk to you any type of way

12) You can only pray for people to change but if they not praying for themselves and they don’t think they can change then you can only ask the lord to forgive them for being lost.
13) If you gotta argue with your signficant other on how to be treated then you might as well walk away and being single

14) Being afraid to fail or being rejected will make you unconfident all the time.

15) Learn to judge yourself and criticize yourself to help you to become immune to everybody else’s judging you.

16) Not leaving your comfort zone will make your life boring.

17) Some people will waste your time when you help them the first time, but if you helped them a second time, you are just wasting your own time.

18) Salaries is not keeping up with the cost of living and money is the root of all evil so protect your money like how you would protect your children

19) If you know deep down inside that good sex will make you catch feelings for somebody then casual sex might not be for you.

20) Youappreciate something or someone with good intentions even more when they are gone.

21) If everybody was doing what they love instead of doing what’s available, the world might be a more friendly place

22) Don’t worry about your flaws because we all have them. Ask yourself, if more people in the world was like me, would the world be a better place? If the answer is yes then be proud of who you are.

23) If you ask somebody for a favor and they ignore you, don’t ask twice.

24) Alot of people have the potential to be great and have the mindset to work hard , but when you don’t have nobody to support and nobody to get advice from, very easy to give up.

25) Most hidden emotions will come to the light eventually but most people got at least one secret that take with them to the grave so does all truth come to light?

26) Making friends is hard when you are being yourself.

27) Quiet people are quiet in public because they either fear judgment, very depressed in private, or very sneaky people disguised as being innocent

28) Quiet people are sometimes the most ruthless people

29) Quiet people are usually begging for attention deep down inside themselves

30) Words are powerful. Words can have the power to build and words have the power to destroy. Words are powerful because the lord created the the world by using word example “let there be light”. But remember words don’t have the power to raise someone from the dead so be careful think before you speak.

31) People will reject you but lowkey get jealous when they see you happy with somebody else.

It’s Your Life, Listen To Others But It’s Your Choice

Should you try to live life according to your imagination?

Is this the blue print, the demonstration

to your Plan A?

Is living life according to your imagination the right way?

What are you imaging today?

What you are planning today?

Are you planning to save the world

or destroy it?

Should I be a follower or should I be a leader?

As a follower I am imaging your imaginations?

Wondering if they are safe or unsafe?

Even if they are safe,

will your imagination for me make me happy?

As far as I know to be happy it means freedom to me

It means doing what’s best for me

It means doing what’s defines me.

It means to accept my personality.

It means to never to be ashamed of my friends and family.

It means to not worry about people judging me.

In short, being happy means to be free.

So your imagination sounds

electrifying

and I’m all ears but I must follow my own imagination

do what makes me happy

that’s why God brought me here.

How Many People You Regret Having Sex With?

People have sex  for only four reasons and theses are related to physical reasons, emotional  reasonsgoal based reasons, and insecurity reasons.

 

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But today I am going to talk about the most unhealthy reason which is insecurity. Below I have listed the five common reasons why I believe people have sex  because of insecurity

 

  1.  I believe many people use sex as a substitute when communication is lacking in a relationship.
  2.  I believe many people use sex as a substitute for healing when people are heartbroken and I believe people will seek sex with other people to try forget about the person that broke their heart.
  3. I believe many people use sex as a substitute to get what they want out of a person.
  4. I believe many people have sex because other people are doing it and they are trying to fit in.
  5. I believe many people have sex because in their minds, they think sex has the same power as cupid’s arrow and make somebody fall in love.

 

 

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Below is a poem I wrote explaining how having sex for a insecurity is deadly

Sex don’t mean shit
when you aren’t happy
But when we not happy
that’s when we feel
sex is most needed.
Sex just builds the affliction
Stretch the depression
Trick your mind
Into thinking
It’s repairing what broken.
Sex is deadly from the wrong
person .Its addicting to the point
your hypnotized.
Responsibilities are neglected, making poor choices
For those of you reading this
How many people did you regret having sex with?

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Now I understand why sex before marriage is a sin

But if they cannot exercise self-control, they should marry. For it is better to marry than to burn with passion.”  – 1 Corinthians 7:9

 

Since the beginning of time if everybody since the Adam And Eve days did not fornicate and waited until marriage to have sex, what would the world be like today? How would people be like? Would online dating  exist? Would prostitution exist? Would divorce rate be much lower, hell would divorces even be a thing? Would the human population be higher or would be lower? Would life be a safer place? What would porn stars be doing for a living? Would be love easier to find? Would rapist and pedophiles exist?

 

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Would the movie “40 year old Virgin” exist?

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And if it did still existed, would it have been this popular?

 

But would there be any negatives if everybody waited until marriage to have sex?

Would life be boring? Would TV be as popular? Would music be as popular? Would women have less power in the world? Would divorce rate increase? Would sex be enjoyable or would it be like a chore? Would health teachers have a job and would health class become boring? Would condoms exist? If condoms didn’t exist because everybody waited until marriage to have sex is that really a good thing, give this question some deep thought? Would waiting until marriage to have sex  increase the infidelity  rate, think hard about this?

 

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Comment below answer one of the questions in this blog and  I will respond regarding my opinion!

 

 

Why Don’t People Know How To Mind Their Business?

I did not plan on posting a blog today but something happened today that got me irritated. Now before you continue reading, please know that I don’t judge any woman based on her sex skills, all I did was answer someone’s question by giving my opinion regarding sex.

Overall I am a shy person minding my business and never try to fit in but I do try to interact with people on Twitter and WordPress even though I am not the most popular on neither of these social media apps. When I interact with people, I usually interact with people I can relate to. If I see something on Twitter or on WordPress that I disagree with, I normally mind my business 9/10 times. The one time I do disagree, I am very respectful and polite when I come in people’s mentions on Twitter and the comment section on wordpress.

I was on Twitter today and I saw someone tweeted an interesting question. The question was

” Fellas what makes a woman’s box/sex trash??” (In this statement box means vagina)

This was interesting question and I replied to this tweet. My response was

If she is complaining and set too many rules example
1) Don’t slap my ass
2) Don’t pull my hair
3)Don’t look at me
4)Your going to rough(this is 50/50 because I understand this one a little lol)
Overall when it’s like when the box come with a code book or instructional manual and if it’s really loose like if u can fit three fingers or four inside.”

Now some girl that I don’t even know or seen before comes in the mentions and says
So you know nothing about the female body lmao….got it

Now first of all based on my response, how does my response imply that I know nothing about the female body lol and even if this girl feels I know nothing about the female body, why can’t she mind her business and not worry about how I respond?

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Now on this example I am about explain, I will admit I should of mind my business and I was partially but the response that I received was disrespectful.

Now a little over a year ago on Twitter, this guy tweeted
I love black women, black women are beautiful“.
Now I didn’t know this guy so I shouldn’t of went into his mentions but I did anyway and I tweeted in his mentions
” Black women are goregous but I think all women of all races are beautiful
Now looking back on it now, I should of mind my business and all. So I can why the average person would get annoyed but this guy responded back to me and got disrespectful.
He tweeted in my mentions
“I said what I said, hop off my dick”
That comment pissed me off because even though I should of minded my business, I was respectful

Overall I do like Twitter. Twitter can be ignorant and reckless which is fine to me because some of my tweets are reckless as well. What I don’t understand is

1) Why don’t people mind their own business when they don’t agree with somebody’s opinion?

This is the reason why I stay to myself. What I learned in life is, when you are not popular, don’t have money, have no power, overweight or maybe not the most attractive towards the average person, people will judge you like your worthless or pay you no mind. Like a unpopular person can have an opinion on something that’s not logical, and people are quick to belittle that person. Let another person that’s more popular and attractive have the same unlogical opinion on the same exact situation as the unpopular person, than those same people that belittled the unpopular person will praise the popular person. Quiet people or people that are not popular are always told to speak up more and to open up, but when quite/unpopular people actually do speak what’s on their mind, doesn’t it feel like they get shut down or criticized? Also don’t you feel like people on social media and in real life judge you based on how popular you are? Have you ever had any arguments with people on social media? Why do people like arguing on social media?

If you have anything to add, feel free to comment

I Have Questions

I Have Questions and I Have More Questions! – Please click and read the questions I left on these blogs.

For those of you that don’t know me, I’m David Hockaday and I have been blogging for a little over year. I have been writing poetry for almost four years and poetry is my passion. I started a blog to express my thoughts on life and the experiences I have been through. I write about all kinds of topics, but my topics I love to write about are deep, dark topics and I will add some links below of my top ten deepest,darkest poems.

Top Ten deep dark poems

10. Heartless and Heartbroken

9. Tired of being the nice guy

8. Do I Perfer Strippers?Women Got Me Fed Up

7. Meaning OF Fear

6. Praying For A Better Future

5. Don’t Give Or Receive

4. The Way The Heart Works

3. This Is A Cold World

2. Where Have You Been?

1. How I Really Feel And I Won’t Lie

I don’t expect you to read all ten, but just pick the one that caught your attention based on the title. Last November I wrote a Who Am I? post and please click and read if you are curious to know more about me. I want to build, connect, and learn from other bloggers. I am a very curious person and my mind is loud and always racing. They say quiet people have the loudest minds. In person I am very silent and shy so I do all my talking through my poetry and I share it on here for everybody to read so it can give the courage for other people to open up. I just want to say, no matter how dark or deep your mind is, never be afraid to express yourself and release any pain, any frustration that bothers you. Keeping things inside with fuck with your mind so poetry is my exercise. We all get lonely and though some of us like being alone, sometimes we need to talk to someone. Now nobody has our back like family and it’s always family first but sometimes its always good to talk to new people as well to pick their brain so that’s why I am writing this post. So below I will list down a few questions that I have been thinking about for the past few days.

1. Women out number men on this planet Why do you think it was God’s intention to have women out number men? Do you think there will be a difference if men out number women?

2. If your daughter was grown and she wanted to go to the dealership for a new car but she never been to the dealership before and she wanted her father to go but the father made excuses does that make him a bad father?

3. Like I knew this woman who was mad with her husband because he would constantly read his sons a bedtime story and sleep in their beds What’s her problem like why was she mad?

4. Is it harder to forgive yourself or somebody else?

5. If your bf can’t dance is that a turn off? If your bf refuse to dance at parties, clubs,weddings etc are u breaking up with him?

6. Can you hate yourself but love somebody else?

7. Can you marry somebody that don’t believe God?

8. Once you child is over 18 but yet so they still live with you, should they still be forced to go to church or should the decision be on their own?

9) What is the appropriate age to talk to your kids about sex

10) Why is lack of communication a common problem in a relationship?

11) Do you need to have a healthy sex life in a marriage?

Out of all these questions, pick one question that either caught your attention or a question that have thought about before and comment below your answer and I will respond regarding my answer to that question. Also please as well if there is a post that you want feedback on, please post a link in my comment section your favorite and most powerful post and I will give my opinion regarding the post