What Was My Greatest Compliment I Received?

For those of you reading this, what was the greatest compliment you received?

James 1:17

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.

This verse relates to the poem I wrote. God gets all the glory because God blessed me having a friend that helped me to discover my talent for writing poetry. I’m not perfect, I’m not a super religious person, I do sin everday, but my heart is in the right place. So every poem for now on will be dedicated to the lord. For those of you have trouble finding success with blogging, put the lord first in everything you do becuase only the Lord’s opinion matters.

My most challenging poem
as I stare in the mirror alone.
Lone wolf all my life
as I have this pen in
my hand trying to write,
closing my eyes
trying to find a memory
where I received compliments
or when I accomplish something.
At 17 getting my driver license,
At 18 hearing my family cheer
at my high school graduation.
My parents told me
they was proud
but I thinks it’s an exaggeration.
To me those are average accomplishments
To be honest I don’t brag about my acheveiments
since I hate being center of attention.
Been told I am an over thinking
at age 24.
I’m logical but when it comes to thinking
I know I over due it for sure.
My thought process is like long division.
Mind is balanced like an equation,
before I make a serious decision
I focus on one thought at a time.
I take the whole paragraph of thoughts
in my mind and divide.
Sometimes thoughts don’t evenly
equal or connect to each other.
So I keep searching deep for thoughts
and dividing my thoughts
until I eliminate the remainder
of left over thoughts that won’t balance,
complicating and preventing the situation
from arriving a solution.
The way most people think relates to solving
division on calculator.
My thinking relates to solving division on paper.
It takes me longer to find an answer to a
complicated solution
and some will say my thinking is useless
and some may even say I am brainless
but the difference between
me and others
is I don’t rely on technology
to expose how talented that I am.
I will reiterate that
It takes me longer to find an answer to a
complicated solution
some will say my thinking is useless,
some may even say I am brainless
but the difference between
me and others
is I don’t rely on technology
to expose how talented that I am.
In the inside, my smile is brighter
then Sam I Am with green eggs and ham.
Technology make you way of thinking lazy
and technology becomes replaced
with new technology
but hard work and natural talent
will always follow you like a shadow
everytime you leave your house to travel
This is the greatest compliment I received
from staring at my reflection.
I am motivated by self motivation.

Compliments are words
as I think of images
of the past
of being told
I was unique.
I remained humble
when I received
the compliment.
My everlasting pain
momentarily turned
into pleasure.
Weight on my shoulders
became light as a feather.
I wonder if compliments
stab deeper than criticism.
Criticism will have you feeling
like your at the bottom of the prymaid.
The compliment I received
lighten the path to prepare me
for a better future.
I’m a consumer and a carnivore
and negative words is the herbivore
I devour for energy and power
So I can look forward into thanking
God for waking me up tomorrow.
I control my own thinking
so think of me like pest control
killing negativity like exterminator
exterminating rodents.
Or think of me like a snake
that rattle rodents,
Or a dolphin swimming in an ocean
of compliments
that I’m receiving
Heart is warm like the temperature
in Florida
and I don’t fear the hurricane
and my thoughts is Florida houses
that I can replace
when my mind collapse on a bad day
like a California house
during an earthquake.
Today is tomorrow’s yesterday
and I celebrate when I stare at my face
in the mirror
every morning
to remind me that
the biggest compliment
comes the God almighty.
Sometimes we act like desperate side chicks
not knowing what our mind and heart is worth.
We get sucked in by demons
for allowing our nightmares affect us from sleeping.
From fetal, to the stomach, to the back
we can’t find a comfortable position.
So we remain restless.
But for every skill we lack,
someone will be there to give you an compliment.
This was my greatest lesson,
and this lesson will be the most potent
until I reach heaven.
My life’s meaning is the number 7
like in the book of gensis
becuase God told me
I am one of his greatest creation.

My Friend And I

Psalm 91:4

He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. His faithful promises are your armor and protection

This verse from the bible and it gave me motivation to write this poem. Everything I do, I put God first and for now on, every poem that I write, I will add a bible verse that relates to my poem.

When the sun rose this morning,
I looked up but felt chills and my arms are slightly shivering.
Today is a cloudy windy day,
but yet I feel so great,
like its a clear sunny day.
The sun represent the brighter side of our lives.
Our hopes will forever be high with my Friend and I.
He speaks but don’t give me eye contact.
His words I choose to listen to and they attract,
me and gives me faith.
Two minds think alike and we can relate,
to each other,
like identical twin brothers.
Like a hidden fossil, I discovered,
him. He is my friend and I am his.
He is not on top of my list,
He is my first and only gift.
He is my solar energy he reminds me of the wind.
He has no voice, but can be heard if I listen.
The sound traveled through my ears as he speak to me indirectly.
No one can’t hear him except me.
With my imagination, he stands besides me.
To others it’s insanity,
To me its the way of life,
for my Friend and I.

1) Have you ever had an invisible friend when you was younger?

2) Do you have a friend that is no longer with you that you think about every single day?

3) Do you talk to yourself on a regular basis?

4) Do you have that type of friend that you love to be around no matter how bad your day is because your friend brings so much joy, happiness, and confidence?

My Purpose

I scrutinize the face and human eyes
and analyze.
Some say I look hypnotized.
I concentrate to see the disgiuse behind
to see if people are mystified.
To see if they provide for what they lack inside.
Skeletons and devils choose to hide.
I verbally don’t express my right
as I watch from the side
and prepare for a plan to lead to their demise.
My lips are sealed but the music amplifies my mind.
I purposely choose to remain shy
but yet mind can be dark like the clouds
in the sky
during a thunderstorm.
I’m unique and I choose not to conform
to the norm in society.
So I constantly keep my mind reformed
and my brain cells is plenty
like the semen that brought me life.
I refuse to allow the world to put me in a frenzy
but like a roof I have moments when I
decline
since procrastination can be deadly
like venom
which spreads becuase of snakes in life,
but I stand tall and fight
and remind myself it’s all mental.
The intellectual process in my mind
in which I describe is clear-sighted.
Well read and intellectually nimble
Some say I’m related to a gerbil.
Non-social but yet curious about my environment
is what the ordinary person is describing
when observing me as a person.
The people in the vicinity is what I’m inspecting.
Jealously and hate I notice and always expecting.
Comprehending the disloyal helps
me to appreciate those that are loyal.
My personality so distinguished
and I learn to relinquish the grip
that made me hate myself.
It’s hard to tell at first
but watch me closely
and you will see I choose to excel.
One step at a time as I inhale and exhale.
Worst feeling is feeling guilty as hell
for failing
when you was trying to do well.
Lord would speak to me through dreams
painting a picture of whales
to expose how I was gifted with intuition and awareness.
My sense of spirituality will overcome darkness
like the light that separates from darkness
for a solution due to the war in heaven.
For every demon, I surround myself with 2 angels.
I live life according to the 2:1 ratio
which God will annihilate the Devil.

What qualities do you believe are most important in friendships?

Key elements
in friendship
but a difference being friends
and acting friendly.
Two people will eat dinner at friendly’s

but is the companionship reciprocated?
One might see the other as friend
but other is only close for business purposes

Or it could be the hate and jealously
that keeps the friend close at all cost.
I always believe jealously is more common
than loyalty
because people hearts are made out of ice and frost.

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The snow looks pretty, but the weather is cold.
The snow is the smile, and the weather is the heart.
A friend will stay for a while, until you drop you armor
and then they will stab you with something sharp.
It usually happens when when a loved one is lost
or when you go broke
or when your heart is broken for sure
from an ex
that left you bleeding because you felt comfortable
Not wearing your bullet proof vest.
Then soon or later your friend and ex become great friends
You may not know but
your friend is the one that handed your ex the 9mm gun
and your friend is scooping you as a target
with a sniper
just in case your ex miss.
Friend will shoot the shot
Then come visit you in the hospital
and give you a kiss.
Jesus taught us to watch out for Judas.
A perfect man was was betrayed for money
in a generation without technology.
So do you really don’t think in this era that you don’t have enemies?
Enemies are friends we consider family.

My Feelings On Having Children

The true meaning of fear.
A risk
like a kid in the 90’s playing double dare
but much more severe.


The generation is headed for destruction
and I pray for the children
since they are the future,
but what’s in my future?


I have the power to create life
but how can I raise and protect
a child’s life
when I fear mine?


Children take up a lot of time
and I love my alone time.
Will I be ready for when a child disobey?
I can’t punch a child in the face
as I think to myself does discipline
and punishment in this generation
actually work?


Should I make my children go to church
when I barely read the bible myself?
The seed is expected to grow
but can I provide the water to help the seed grow?
Tell u the truth, even though I’m 27
I question myself wondering if I’m grown.


More sleepless nights I predict
since I can’t understand the unpredictability
of kids.
We pray for what we want
until we receive it.
It’s like a young girl wanting a man with
a big dick.
What we want is not what we expect when we receive it
because we receive more than we can handle.


God can use the same blessing he gave you
to punish you
if you don’t thank him for being there for you.
So always remember to put God first
and hope whatever you are praying for
when you receive it
thank God first.


Question to think about?

Based on reading this poem, when was the last time you felt this type fear? If you come across this type of fear again, will be able to handle this situation differently than the last time you felt this specific fear?

Is Asking For Help Easy

For years while my heart is beating,
thoughts on my mind been racing.
My heart dances
on my tongue
and I’m panicking.
Always placed
in situations
that are not comforting.
Hands are slightly shaking
Body stands still,hesitating
while reminiscing
the nightmares of my reality.
Fear holds me back tight
like a man with big hands
squeezing my hands.
I want to ask for help
but know one is near.
Only if you can witness the scare
on my face.
Living like this gives me gray hair
and this is a horrible taste.
Some of you can relate
because I’m describing
why it’s so challenging seeking
people when help is needed.
Not asking for help
and choosing to struggle
is our biggest secret
and ironically most never
expose it.
Is it because we fear embarrassment?
Is it because we fear judgement?
Is it because we fear rejection?
Is it because we believe in self-reliance?
Or most of all,
is it because we are overwhelmed by the potential energy drain?
Too much energy to provide an explanation
so we just rather struggle with the situation
and after we fail
we then learn the lesson.

Current Relationship

Please click here 1.Writing Prompt Challenge 2.Relationships And Marriage (2 blogs in 1) and you will see a schedule of blogs I have lined up for the next 2 months.

A king is nothing without his queen.

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I’m a king with my queen
but yet I still feel nothing.
Love is there and I love her
and only her,

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but sometimes I feel like
for myself I can do much better.
I really wonder what was going
thru her father’s mind
when he was staring me in the eyes.

I was well alert
but he was studying me
like I was high as a kite.
Does he really feel I am the guy
for his daughter?
That was my thought at first
but I grew up in the church
so I know that only God comes first.
So I respect my queens father
but only God’s opinion matter.
Have you ever felt like
you found love but at the wrong time?

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I say that because I struggle still
trying to make dime.
Family members don’t know what’s in my mind
To them I live a secret life.
You can almost say I am living a double life.
I wonder how did I get into this,
this wasn’t even my fight?
Sometimes to seek happiness, you have to lie,
and most won’t agree
but you won’t understand until you bleed
like I the way bleed.

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Travel through my journey
and some of you will not even last a mile,
but vice versa I won’t last a mile in your journey.
I’m a King with a queen.
I an grateful for the queen
and she is more powerful then me.

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I admire her strength and curiosity.
Though I am not looking to marry
Out of all the girls I dealt with
I would pick her to marry
in a heart beat.

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She is so sweet
but sometimes its hard
because I have shackles on my feet
while chasing freedom
to escape the mental slavery in my mind.
Sometimes I wonder if I die today,
Hardest question to answer is,
did I die happy or miserable?
For those of you reading this
if you feel the powerful emotion
after reading this,
imagine what I have to go through.

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