Poetry Saved My Life

Haven’t wrote a deep poem in a minute.
Got me in the zone while listening to music.
I have these emotions and gotta express it.
More than a poem, I’m lonely and desperate.
This like a movie, based on a true life story.

I’m in search of the perfect poem and words form
This was written before I wrote it, daydreaming in the zone.
Racing with time and this poem fell in my lap.
Losing the race ,the dust particles landing on my face.
Eager to hustle, but forced to struggle.
Regrets, I have everyday of my life.
Poetry is my life when I lose the fight
of my real life battles.
War zone in my mind and this poem is a bloody towel
that wipes the flood of the fluid that keeps the heart pumping.
War zone in my mind and this poem is a band aide that cover the scar and keep the skin healing.
This poem saved my life, damn near close to suicide.
The fear of hell kept my soul from being sent to the ground
I was saved like money in a savings account
Life is bitter like hard liquor, but this poem is a chaser and it chased my liquor
Now life sweet like tropical juice and it respected me and influenced me
to write this poem since everything in my heart
now feels right.
Negative thoughts now get left and I move
toward the right
Towards my life goals and the demons trip
while trying to catch the soccer ball.

Devil’s Politics

Devils politics

Technology and musical instruments

Artist perform and articulate lyrics

that help build their image

but destroy human population.

Women became thots and bitches

Symbolized as sex images

Sexual conduct is promoted

and girls are idolizing

the artists and videos

on television

and becoming sex objects

A bad bitch, a gangsta bitch

a baby momma and a diva.

We glorify these sexual personas

Gain friends and popularity

through the use of weed smoking.

That loud, that reefer, that purple haze,

orange kush

Different slang name, but it all does the same

damage in the brain.

Cells leaking out the head like semen

which leading women to abortion clinics,

children being neglected and a growth of single parents.

Husband and Wife is conservative.

Baby momma and Baby daddy is the alternative

and over the years it became repetitive.

Shit sometimes a life is created out of a situationship

since marriage is damn near facing extinction.

Marriage is the bald eagle.

Situationship is the pigeon that shit on relationships like car windows.

Peak inside the window at a isolated area

and you’ll see weed smoke and foggy windows.

Foggy windows could be viewed on porn sites.

The site that turns making love into a foreign concept.

Regular intercourse we overrate for focusing only on the body

instead of the intimacy.

The bonding hormone released at orgasm is released during masturbation ,when no one is present

so the bonding hormone we was all blessed with, stop having it’s effect.

Now privacy and safety is at risk and exposed to children

for falling victims to sexual offenders

and a quarter of teenagers been bullied through the internet or texting

and a select few have participated in sexting.

Devils strategy is to create a false sense of reality.

Schemed demonology mislead population strategically.

Evil rarely detectable, its defined as a malicious tactic in stealth mode like a fighter plane.

Devils is the president that’s winning

every election

and fallen angles are the corrupted politicians in the house of Congress

utilizing musical instruments and technology.

Comment below if you can think of ways how music and technology affect society?

Get Lost In My Poems Part 2

Just want to say thank you to my followers. I wrote Get Lost In My Poems part 1 in August. Click the link to see what that poem is about. Evey poem that I wrote since the end of August up until yesterday  all have a connection with each other  which makes one huge poem. This giant poem contains different poems that I wrote since the end of August which are life lessons, comedy, child like, sexy, dark,suspense,relationships,stories ect. I am here to share with and to take you on a journey. Picture this as a poetry museum  and I  am your tour guide and I will let you hop in the time travel machine to switch back and fourth between my poetry(Warning do not eat before you hop in the time machine because you will vomit and I’m not giving your money back because I’m broke and I need it)

 

Pay The Fare Now Or Get Out!

 

 

 

Your Still Here Smart Move, Keep Hands In The Machine At All Times, Be Safe!

 

I’m genie and your Aladdin

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and I will sure you a vision.
My poems are dream

and hop in this automatic time machine.

The Poetry Automatic time machine

But first allow me to introduce myself
and take you to show you

Who Am I?.

 

You’ll see I am.
My life is a Journal

Now let’s go back  into another time period in August where I wrote about my journal

 

and my journal is very personal.
It’s the book where I choose

Hop in the time machine to learn about the art of ghostwriting

to ghost write

from time to time.
Some people

 

Let’s travel to see life is like as a blind man

visuallyimpaired

are blind

so I’m the guide
to lead them out of

 

Hop in to see what’s it like on a dark day

darkness and
help them

For every dark night there is always a brighter day

 

shine.
I do that, introducing

Hop in and let’s imagine what the world is like

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the power of imagination.
The different thoughts
can be segregated
into sections

 

Hop in to see common mistakes men and women make

having you confused

When your trying to

 

Ever tried to pretend to be something that your not? No , well hop in

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be heartless for being

heartbroken.

But sometimes you have
to understand

 

Everything you do is a decision, hop in and make a choice

the choices

and decisions from others.
So in the meantime

Our future is not looking to good, hop and read all about it

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pray for a better future

But watch out

Hypocrites are more common than you think, hop in

for the fake teachers

and pastors.

Pretend to worship

 

Don’t get fooled by the blue dress

Bluefairy

Jesus but really the devil

in disguise.

Sometimes what you

 

You ever told a lie? You say no, well I will ask you that again after you read this , hop on in

believe is the truth

is really a lie

But sometimes it’s better to lie
and truth doesn’t always come to light
since we don’t what’s in
a person’s mind

 

Suicide thoughts are more common then you think. Most people will tell you don’t think about suicide but in order to relate and help those that are suicidal, you have to come down on their level and show them they are not alone, so hop in!

suicide

when they commit suicide

but I can brainstorm
and come up
with clues

You didn’t know, I can come up with riddles did you, come hop in and you can’t leave this poem until you solve the riddle and I left clues

like trying to solve a riddle

but sometimes
people are critical
around murder scenes
which is bloody

 

I was trying to scare the shit out of the bloggers for Halloween, hop in!

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and scary like Halloween

 

Loyalty is a blessing but don’t let people take advantage, so read about it and hop in!

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Being a slave to loyalty

will get you heartbroken
for real
where your missing meals

Look at cheating from a different angle, hop in

 
because your girl fucking

another guy

This poem will ruin your appetite, hop in!

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ruined your appetite.
We need to heal

Prayer is need when your heartbroken, just hop in and pray!

and prayer is the secret

When we are defeated
like a poor kid
under a roof of
a single parent on

 

Christmas is overrated, hop in and see!

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christmas.
So sometimes we believe

 

Does money buy happiness, answer that and hop in!

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money is

 

Welcome to the magic show, hop in!

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and we keep

Always stay quiet because there are advantage to being under estimated, quiet like a mouse but if one’s in my house I’m am going to kill it, I despise rodents hop in!

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and the paper

Look out for yourself, fuck everybody, hop in!

I don’t give

or receive

 

Never forget the oil, hop in!

the blessings

for being poetic.
In a dream I was told

Just ask  J Cole what a false prophet is, hop in!

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I was a false prophet.
So maybe I play games
with the people
as I hide in my shadow
like the groundhog

Winter is coming really soon, read a winter story hop in!

in the winter

and I just confused the

Yup, more drama, hop in!

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followers.
Both the

Men do dirt, read all about it hop in!

men

 

Women do dirt, hop in and learn!

and women

Interracial couples are lovely, come hop in and see!

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white

I have to represent the black women they deserve it, hop in!

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and black

argue about what they
lack in each other
Women blame Men
and men say

One of the most famous quotes when lying “That ain’t me” hop in!

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That ain’t me
Passing a blame is a disease

Do you know God’s plan, well read this poem hop in!

since ancient times.

We all pay for our crimes.
I will end on this note

We need a change, hop in!

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We can’t change the world unless

We change ourselves.

This world is ruled by the wealth
and I

You will learn all about fear when I am done with you, hop in!

fear

 

Please make sure your are 100% sure if you are ready to jump the broom, don’t wait until the night before, hop in!

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like a man before his wedding

who is not too affectionate

 

but still smiles at the woman of

 

his life

A woman has problems, read  part 2the story and hop in!

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and her wedding dress

 

so tight

Perfect way to elope, take a look at this hop in!

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Originally wanted to elope

 

but she said nope.

Read this and I hope you learn to stop judging people, hop in!

 

You may think he lame

Hop in if you want to play a game with me!

but he play no games

 

and he keep it real

 

and straightforward

I’m taking you back to this poem so you can see the table of contents of my poems for December, hop in!

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unlike false prophets

Do ya remember the ending of the story lmao, hop in!

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that make up stories

 

to receive the glory

 

by any means necessary

My mind be on some next shit, when it comes to this poetry stuff, hop in!

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and sometimes it’s a mystery

 

to me

 

why people

 

believe and worship,

Popularity is overrated followed by dick riders, hop in!

 

power,fame and money

This is for the women to think about, hop in!

 

but question yourselves

Praying For A Better Future

Generation lacks discipline and common sense.
We live in a world where we fake and pretend,
that we are loyal to our friends.
Friends become enemies since jealousy more common than loyalty.
People say “Trust me” than stab you in back then ask “Why you bleeding?”
God , we say we believe in him, but yet put money and sex over everything.
Money and sex is the motto because it’s the root of all evil.
Foundation of the most horrific sins from the people.
People switch up and change like the color of leaves.
Women won’t give you a time of day until money coming your away but that been the way since ancient days.
Will scarfice the reputation of their name by using sex to get their way.
Men with power attracts those women like magnets to the point they steal bfs from there own kind because there way they got to have it.
Life is graphic and surrounded by violence.
Survial of the fittest between the weak and the dominant.
When you look around you, what do see, what’s most prominent?
Just see yourself in an environment your trying to survie in.
Another words look out for yourself because others brings disappointment, especially during the hardships they turn into ghosts when you need them most.
But this is what happens to us when we forget to put God 1st.
Instead of Jesus, a soulmate is what we tend to search to subdue our struggles or loneliness.
Many of us thinks a relationship is the key to happiness,
but sometimes it’s a knock on the door of the Devil’s .
Invitations sent we just invited trouble.
Eliminating a problem sometimes adds on another one.
Just when we think we found true love, true colors come out.
From a hero in disguise to a monster out the closet.
Your soulmate wasn’t being honest, but the truth soon will be acknowledged when you looking at two red lines parallel while on the toilet.
Well at least now you know the reason of the sudden fatigue and headaches.
Scared but yet feel safe since you think you been blessed with a man that has ambition and with you in his future plans,
until you get a unknown call from another woman cursing you out saying stop harassing my man.
Come to find out, your man has a baby momma and he’s already a deadbeat father.
From looking up to him as a hero, you now see he’s a coward.
A coward that ran game on you and you was only a side chick.
All them late nights, he’s tell you have complete ownership of him and his dick.
Now you have take off work to make a trip at the clinic.
Another baby aborted since you can’t afford to take care of an infant.
So bad you wanted to keep it but your man left you stranded.
So heartbroken because things didn’t go the way planed it.
Told you that having you was like scoring the winning touchdown,but you was really a 2nd string player in a scrimmage.

Sex Or True Love?

Good question I thought about a while ago and I want everybody that’s reading this to think to themselves
Would you rather live the rest of your life
having sex but never find true love ever
or living the rest of your life with a soul mate that loves you and you love right back but never ever having sex again for the rest of your life?

Let’s look at the first option:

Sex is definitely a stress reliever and one of life’s greatest pleasure.
Sex is a great form of exercise.
Sex can put you in a better mood.
Sex is also needed for the growth of  the human population which is crucial if your somebody that want to be a parent.
Sex can build your confidence.
Sex without love is simple since you can have sex with different people enjoying your freedom.
A healthy sex life can make you look younger
Ture love is not always simple.
Falling in love can be expensive causing you to spend money every so often.
True love can limit your freedom and take time away from your close family and friends.
True love can make you feel sad or jealous over somebody else that’s not even a threat to your relationship
True love can cause you to overthink things in your head which can lead to arguments.
True love will limit your privacy.
True love could have you worrying over your significant other which can bring you more stress.

Let’s look at the second option

Fornication is a sin.
Sex with the wrong person could have you in child support or  deadbeat parent.
Sex is commonly confused with love and could make a situation more complicated.
Sex could lead to STD’s (even with a condom)
Sex can distract you from other responsibilities because sex (depending on the person can be addictive)
Being sexually active means that you are more vulnerable to abuse and mistreatment from your partner or from others
Sex without love could get tedious  fast
If you never have sex ever, you will always be curious to what’s it like to have sex in your mind which can make you grumpy.
Lack of sex could make you miserable so having sex can keep you well balanced
True love brings happiness and joy
True love brings comfort
True love can give you peace of mind
True love subdue boredom alot
True love without children could be the best thing because you can travel the world anytime you want and a life without children could safe you money

Love and sex have both it’s pro’s and con’s.
Think about the times you regret having sex with the wrong person or a person you wasn’t in love it and ask yourself was it worth it?
Think about how sex on a rainy day was a stress reliever and put you in a better mood the next day and how the greatest feeling is when you climax and ask yourself is it worth it?
Think about how being in love led to those late night arguments and long paragraph text messages, over thinking and having you in your emotions and we all have our bad days at work, school, or other things and love is just adding to it with the huge resonbility it comes with so ask yourself is it worth?
Think about how being in love is a wonderful feeling , like the late night walks and deep conversations. All the pictures taken on various dates, the sleep overs, cuddleing under the blankets next to somebody and learning about different things and being introduced into a new world now ask yourself is it worth it?

So another words would you rather live the rest of your life finding true everlasting love but never having sex ever?
Or would you rather have sex anywhere, anybody, anytime but never ever finding your true love and soul mate which means you die alone?

To make this choice easier think about it like this, what’s more boring a life without never experiencing  sex or life without never experiencing love?

When I ask this question to those of you reading this, look at it as if you had to make this choice by Sunday, what’s life mean to you more finding love or having sex?
So remember if you choose love over sex and you don’t have any children, then once you make this choice you can’t have children and you will live rest of your life without having any children?
Also remember if you choose sex over love, then you have the option of having children and you have the option of even being married becuase you don’t need to love to get married, but do you really wanna be married with children but you and your spouse don’t love each other?
Is that an healthy environment for the children?

A sexless marrige being horny all the time with real true  love with many things in common  and many things to talk about or a  marrige that lacks love with not much to to talk but guaranteed the best sex of your life and never leaving the house horny?

(Btw if you choose love over sex you can’t masturbate or watch point ever)
(If you choose sex over love you can’t watch any romantic movies ever and no love making just strictly great satisfying rough sex)

Also keep in mind that things that are harder to find are usually more appreciated than things you can achieve easily

I asked so many questions on here for all my fellow followers and others reading this.
If you plan to comment on this, you can just one of the questions I asked and answer the one that interest you.

Thankful for all my followers and all the likes and comments on my blogs.
I love to write poetry and talk about things people are scared to talk about.
I tend to be a deep thinker so I posts blogs expressing some of my thoughts so others can relate.
I try to relate to the people that’s why my poetry can be so relatable and I will continue to post poetry and other deep topics for all of you to read.
What I like most about having followers is that it’s an oppurnitiy for me to learn from my followers and for my followers to learn from me.
God bless you all. 

Decisions And Choices

An option to select,

We look to chose the best.

Decisions, choices

Some we make bring profits

Some we make breaks promises.

Choices makes us happy

but decision brings misery.

Choices are simple

but decisions are difficult.

Choices are fair and peaceful,

but decisions are full of pressure,

which makes us stressful.

Regardless a selection

will be made

Then we sit back and wait

for the results.

Wait and wait patiently

Wait and wait anxiously

Whether the result is

good or bad,

accept the choice

you made.

Even if it’s a mistake

Accepting is the only thing

you can do.

Every choice behind it

Comes with a reason

but sometimes we

don’t see it.

Life is about decision and choices.