Tired of letting things slide
How many things I let slide?
How intense are the emotions bottled up inside?
Why do I let negative thoughts reside?
Why do I allow these words slide by like water rides?
For years I let people get away with shit and I ‘m sick of it.
Nice guys finish last, and for this reason I can’t let go of the past.
A thought is a seed that grows into a large oak tree.
It’s identified as the black charge of the jumper cable, which explains why I’m not able
To be comfortable.
What fear does to the body
What is it that I fear?
What is it that I hear?
Why does my heart beat fast?
Why can’t I let go of the past?
A fear so deep, has my heart pounding.
It’s hard for me to think, but I’m still trying.
My focus is weak, and time goes by fast.
My mind, more regrets sink, my body won’t last
As time past.
My deepest fear
Is it the fear of commitment?
Is it the fear of flying?
Is it the fear of public speaking?
Is it the fear of rejection?
Lack of an erection, is why I ducked commitment.
Broken wings, is why I sink instead of levitating.
Slow speech of tongue, is why I don’t speak much in public.
A broken heart, is why I learned to hate my actions
With a passion