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A dream or nightmare I can’t distinguish.
Confusing as the semen is leaking.
These erotic images keep appearing.
Practicing intense fuck sessions
but yet what is the lesson?
I’m happily married is what I believe
until I see her and she sees me.
When I say her, I’m talking about my neighbor.
Lust is a motherfucka and I’m a sucka
Blind towards true love,
and borderline of breaking trust
like a tinted window.
Cum stains on the pillow
irritates wifey for neglecting her needs.
She see’s right through my excuses.
Me being exhausted, she not having it.
She suggest that we seek counseling
but I know what the problem is.
My wifey is no longer attractive.
The weight gain on her belly
The stretch mark on the back
of her neck is prominent.
She is physically not the woman
I fell in love with
In which makes me jealous
of my sexy ass neighbors punk ass 5ft5 husband.
Jealously make my cum shots explosive
like a erupting kilauea volcano.
For months straight jerking off
on my polyester sheets and pillows
is the absence of good hardcore fucking
for the past 3 months straight
and plus my wife got rid of the spice channels.
She hates it when I watch porno.
Now, I fell in love with wifey because of the blowjobs.
My cum she swallows more than
a new employee at a correctional facility
retaining information from the warden.
My kids were more than the average women
can chew, but wifey just swallows every drop
like a restroom hand dryer.
But years ago when I first met wifey
she was so much sexier.
The curves, the softness, ivory skin, eyes metallic,
the bond between us, shit the average person
could see how cohesive it was between us.
She made me come outta my shell
like a valence electron
since my thinking was negative like
the charge of electrons.
That was a few years back
and now the sex is wack.
The mood is mundane in the bedroom.
Our sex life is doomed
but I take full responsibility
because till this day my wifey try her hardest to please me
but swallowing my cum bucket of kids
don’t mean shit after she swallows it
because her stomach fat is still visible.
And last night she got the nerve to ask me
to take her shirt off since she was hot.
I immediately lost the hardness on my cock.
I lied and I told her I was getting nauseous.
She asked me
“What the issue,
you don’t fuck me like you use to
you don’t kiss me like you use to
you don’t caress me in public like you use too
you be ignoring my naughty text messages,
you refuse when I offer you back massages,
you stop asking ask for blowjobs,
I have to beg you just to finger pop,
I have to beg you to lick the cherry,
and you haven’t wrote me poems lately.
I am your lady and even though
I love you for you and sex is not the most important thing,
in marriage sex is still a priority.
I miss how you use to stroke me roughly,
I miss how you use to pull my hair,
I miss you how you use fuck me into tears,
I remember at least 2 or 3 times you fucked me
and you wouldn’t stop until the neighbors would hear
to make them jealous.
But ever since the old neighbors moved out
and the new neighbors moved in,
I noticed a difference.
You look at Brittany(The sexy next door neighbor)
the same way you use to look at me,
You smile at Brittany
the same way you use to smile at me.
I know she just moved in but
how do you act way more friendly
than with your own wifey?
I want you to explain that shit to me
I know that I gained weight
but I’m trying babe to lose it
but I travel a lot during the week
and it’s for me
to find something healthy to eat.
You know I had to cancel my gym membership
to pay for my parents funeral.
Do you know what it’s like knowing
you parents died in a car accident,
the agony is beyond real.
The thoughts in my head are so unreal.
I have a lot going on and your all that I
have left and I miss how things
between us use to be.
Sexual tension and energy between us
no longer exist and each of the memories
vanish in thin air like marijuana smoke.
I miss how the tip
use to bang against my tonsils.
I miss the choke
but now I feel like my life is suffocating
and the pressure is getting stronger.
Why do you insist on treating your wife like
Tell me why you don’t find me attractive
and I’ll try my best to fix it?”
I tried to hold back my laughter but I couldn’t.
I had to cover up my honesty and told her
that “Honey it’s not you,
I’m just not feeling you…….
wait shit lol, I meant well, well.”
Lol she saw right through the bullshit.
She sucked her teeth then just hopped in the bed
and fell fast asleep.
The fucked up part was that I didn’t feel bad.
to be honest, I didn’t give fuck.
1) Do you think wifey should seek counseling to save her marriage, or should she get a divorce?
2) If you had one word to describe wifey, what would say about her?
3) After reading this, do you think sex is a priority in a relationship?
4) In part 2, do you think the main character will have an affair with Brittany?
5) Is weight gain a good reason to stop having sex with your spouse?
6) Is being exhausted a good excuse for not wanting to have sex or is that a weak ass excuse and people need to learn to overcome their sleepiness since sex is a priority?
7) Give me an example of a double entendre I provided in this story?
8) How important is physical attraction in a marriage?
9) After you answer number 8, let’s say after being married for some time and you start losing the interest and physical attraction towards you spouse, will you make excuses to avoid having sex?
10) Now vice versa, let’s say your spouse lost interest in you physically, how would that make you feel, do you think that your spouse no longer being attracted to you is a good reason to not want to have sex with you, how long is going too long with out sex in marriage, and if you and your spouse both acknowledge that the marriage is a sexless one do you think professional help is necessary?
11) To maintain a good healthy sexual relationship, is oral sex necessary ?
If you have the time, I encourage all bloggers to leave a comment answering the most difficult question out of the 11 questions . If you are a blogger that’s running out of content to blog about, I encourage you to make a post answering all of the 11 questions I provided and and link it back to this post and I will reblog that post on my blog giving you a shout out and in addition I will reblog a post on your blog explaining my interest for your post and blog. I might make a whole series out of this and write all the way up to part 28. Instead of writing random poetry, I think I might just focus on this story and complete this by August. It is going to be a lot of thinking and late nights but if you really enjoyed reading this, than I might consider doing that.
Part 2 will be coming shorty
I am going to try and take blogging to the next level. I wrote so many poems and I think I deserve my recognition so I am definitely looking to connect with more people on social media so I am going to provide a few links to check out. Hell maybe one day after Avengers End Game comes out in May, I use a profile pic of my real identity lol but who knows.
For bloggers that are looking to make connections meet people, you can start with me lol
Here is my About Me page and leave a comment and I will follow you back.
For bloggers that been following me, supporting me and leaving comments, from time to time I am going to through your posts and pick a favorite one of mine and reblog it explaining why I like it so much. Give me time though because I have such other things going on in life. Please forgive me for the spelling mistakes because I wrote this quick because I had to get my car fixed lol.