Laziness
Very contagious
but can’t help it.
Giving me a headache
while struggling to get out the bed
this morning.
Need to be studying
but yet get easily distracted.
2 jobs during the week
plus landscaping on the weekends.
I be so exhausted when the week ends.
The older I get
the more my patience get weaken.
Pressure made me nervous
to the point I feel like living is overrated.
Life is not what it seems
when it’s difficult to accomplish dreams.
Dreams is a star in the sky
that I will never reach.
I tried to concentrate when teachers teach
but success to me is beyond my reach.
Is it because my patience
is too short that’s why I can’t reach?
When I climb the ladder
I am still looking down
Is this why I fell to the ground?
Since I’m on the ground
Should I fight to get back up or just go to sleep
and live inside my dreams
and enjoy like watching a Disney movie
enjoying the fantasy.
So much things I want to accomplish
but so much time and effort
to be put in
I am only human
Is living in the world
beyond the human comprehension?
Beyond our level?
Living in this world
is like putting a first grader
in a fourth grade class
and expect him to have
a fourth grade reading level.
Is this why he struggle.
We are handle situations
too difficult and in life
we are tested then
learn the lesson later and I keep failing
falling harder.
Do you see why I’m so bitter?
Life is my enemy
that I want to conquer
but I have a war in my mind
I’m having a 2 front war.
Twice the energy wasted
which result me in having headaches.
Struggling to keep up
like a short man dancing wit a taller girl
This one is really very good.
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Thank you!
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This is just a poem, right? You’re not having suicidal ideations, are you? I hope you don’t find my question intrusive. It’s not meant to be, just a bit concerned.
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This poem is the thoughts on my head.
Won’t lie this how I really feel.
But nothing to be concerned about I’m fine though
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Good to know. If you ever need listening ear you can always email me…It’s good that you’re writing your thoughts down. It’s very therapeutic to do that.
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I appreciate it and I will keep that in mind
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When I climb the ladder
I am still looking down
Is this why I fell to the ground?…
Deep musing…
Also loved the humorous ending line…
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Thank you 😀
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Welcome…
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Ugh, I feel lazy just by reading this. Haha. I am a complete procrastinator and I can totally relate. 🙂
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😁😁😁😁😁
This is how I feel
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U,there comes a time in our lives that we must put our blinders on, and have boundries. Life is always beautiful, it is a choice with what we do with that beauty that matters most?Remember what makes you feel at peace, wear those thoughts like a badge! Unfortunately, mankind’s rules and have to be’s are killing the human spirit. There is so much added to living agendas it’s a wonder we survive! Be proud of all that you do! When life gets a bit hectic, I always think of those who are not able to get up and go, or those who are not longer here to appreciate all the hustle and bustle and beauty of life! Think of all the people in hospitals who may never see daylight again? Let go of what is not important, or useless. Your posts have been awesome … Your going to be AOK!!☀️😊
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That’s true somebody do always have it worst
I really do appreciate the advice you have provided
Thank you for always reading my posts and providing your input
It’s really helpful
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Ah, you’re welcome! But remember what I say does not make me right, it just works for me. Just thought to share.😊 I have lost all of my loved ones with exception of my son’s, they live hours away from me. So I find my strength each day no matter what life throws my wa … by LIVING for those who are no longer here!! You posts have been so good! Good luck to you in your new endeavors!
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Thank you 😁😁😁😁 and may you keep finding the strength
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Thank you! And also a bigger THANK YOU for reading my poems, and each kind reply you have left!
You are mighty!!
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Sometimes life may seem like walking uphill with roller skates on my friend, the closer we get to something, the further it seems. When things get like that, that’s when those feelings set in, I don’t think it’s laziness more than frustration that irritates us. But if there was an easy way, everyone would do it, that’s why we continue to push ourselves daily my man. Life gives us more, but not than we can bare or we wouldn’t be there. Stay strong, but I don’t have to tell you that!
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The uphill and roller skates is a good example you provided.
Everything you provided is logical and motivating and I appearticate you taking the time to read this
Stay up bro
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No problem my man, like I said….it’s a battle but it’s all about winning the war. Love your post and you have my support. Keep your head up and stay real.
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