For the women that are in a committed relationship that’s reading this, imagine your reaction to this poem if your boyfriend/husband send you this text message!
A confused man with plan.
As I stand, I’m a man
with mind of a little boy
who knows nothing about
and I wonder if you take heed
upon my voice.
Courage is uncertain
in my heart
So sometimes I wonder
Towards you am I deserving?
Emotions I have yet to impart.
Being Impecunious provides
but yet dubious
because of low self esteem
But can you blame me?
Life is complex you see
so believe me for not trying
but I’m trying
to be understanding
in accepting my character
But understand I’m not a character
in a urban fiction novel
so try not to be so hostile.
I make excuses because of
fear not laziness.
I admit my wrongs
but I’m not flawless
I was destined to commit sins
since I was born.
why I have to move on.
but mentally paralyzed.
Funny thing is I don’t have mixed emotions,
you was perfect but there is more to it
and hopefully later you’ll understand there is better man to have children with.
If I could play the time spent together in slow motion,
you see the dedication without passion.
I was loyal and unhappy.
Emotions in my heart were joyful
but it’s not simple.
Mentally I’m miserable, homesick, disgruntled, and pitiful
but nothing to do with you.
Everything I write for you is true.
I have no choice at the moment but to leave you displeased.
But 10 years from now, you will be pleased,
ecstatic, content, and this will be an paradisiac image of history.
I love you and you love me too.
I was told to find ways to improve the relationship
but the only solution is to leave instead of fixing it.
Last but not least
I apologize for this long text message.