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Can you picture my anxiety?
Mind is full of misery, nobody is helping.
Receive 3 curses back to back for every blessing.
Pure stress is what I’m receiving.
The truth is what I believe in , but life is deceiving.
Having me constantly dreaming of heaven
and patiently waiting for the battle of armagedon.
Handgun on my waist for  power and protection.
Killing is evil but self defense is an exception
Since the inception  of earth murder been existent
Sometimes it’s better to mind your business then to be an eye witness if you wanna make it to Christmas
 because a criminal will protect his life by canceling your christmas.
So we become so oblivous when afflicted  which makes us into drug addicts.
Addicted to the bad habit can turn a straight man to a faggot.
Sometimes we blame the parents but the most  fucked up kids are raised by the strictest parents.
Punishments and beatings was unbearing
but yet parents  wondering how fundamentals were lacked
Disrespectful behavior from peers is what attracts the  naive female adolescents to grown men sitting on their laps.
So I fear of having daughter and afraid of her growing up without no order.
Innocence  of kids fade when they get older.
Now went from crying on your shoulder to uploading twerk videos on social media now a full grown  diva who evolved from being a junior school cheerleader
Shedding a  tear because of what she wears.
Breast just popped up like pop  ups on computer screens.
Seeking attention from men is her American dream.